05 Jul The End of a Chapter
It is with so much warmth in my Heart, that I write this post. This Moon Cycle, has been one of the most profound ones yet. I have shifted through alot of deep emotional healing in the past 3 months, and it has completely changed my life.
Today has been magical, with the soul connections and loving Heart space, I feel deeply fulfilled by the friends I have made through Surfing Mum’s Australia and the Law of Attraction. When things come together unexpectedly and at the last minute – they are usually the best. Surfing today, brought something else to me. I followed my Heart. It has been a ‘full’ week this week and I have been working my butt off… and to allow a Sunday Funday as Jaymie called it, I allowed myself to enjoy the relax and chill fun time after the hard work – we must balance work and play or we feel depleted and run down and strongly resentful.
The water was still with no wind, and the water crystal clear, the sun was out and my Heart was full. I allowed myself, to do what I wanted. Sure, I could’ve stayed home and cleaned the house… yet, I needed to appreciate life, for all that has happened this week – how much more love can I let in? When we let ourselves do what we want (in moderation and balance of course), we allow ourselves to stay connected to our Heart – this keeps us in the flow.
It has been opportunity after opportunity that has presented itself to me this past 3 weeks and I feel soooo blessed. All on the week of the Full Moon has been most ripe. I must’ve set some major intention at the start of this New Moon, cause baby – it has been so abundant. My arms are open and ready to receive. Actually, I do remember… the New Moon before last, I began Lapis Lazuli Liquid Crystal. And it was a tough one! Boy have I worked through some stuff. I completed Level 5 of the Lightworker Practitioner Training (revision through the new format that is now), I have been receiving life transforming therapy, and Lapis Lazuli. This immediate New Moon Cycle, feels like the rewards of that ‘hard’ ‘dark’ work. Whatever I am doing has paid off – so best I keep doing it 😉 Do you follow and work the Moon Cycles? It has changed my life doing so. I love it.
There has been a huge letting go in what I have been ‘doing’. And creating space for just ‘being’. Lots of days at home and connecting with Adaya and myself. Saying no has been big and this week, marks such a crucial week for me. I have just gone the halfway mark of my 6 months to myself, 3 months to go, and it also marks a huge turning point for a life changing decision I made last year. And it feels like it is onwards and upwards baby from now on! Something has shifted. I know that after this me time, and the realisations I have had around BEING in relationship, that relating to myself has been the most crucial significant factor of the entire thing. My whole reality has changed. And many people around me and connected to me – can feel it too. People I once knew are no longer around me, people and things connected to me have shifted to a higher vibration – and key factor – I am now letting it IN. I have worked through my blocks, that I am very curious and open to what is around the corner. I feel so blessed. I feel so grateful. My life has shifted. And it means more than I can ever imagined possible. When I said to myself I need 6 months (no dating, no guys, no sex, no nothing) and sought professional help to help me with my shit – since the tip and turning point of this halfway point this week that it marks – I am in total awe as to what lies ahead.
Yes, in looking forward not back – is what has been helping me. And yes, we need to ‘be here now’ – yet, the single most powerful thing that has helped me – is to ACCEPT my current circumstances as they are now. Easier said than done yes. But when your Heart feels that acceptance of your life right now – that – that is what has made, not only doors – but gateways open for me. A crucial affirmation that has helped me: I believe in the good things coming. (my story on affirmations in another post perhaps – it has been a journey for me using them) And my word. Hasn’t it been magical.
I see the upcoming next few months, even the rest of 2015, and I see lots of progress – with lots of organisation and discipline, is crucial to it happening – and I am actually darn excited at what is being created and flowing through me with creating a plan and making it happen!
Today, feels like the end of a chapter. I see light – I feel light. I feel it all around me and the depth of the relationships and friendships that I am attracting and letting into my life are beyond words. A new reality has opened up for me, with the commitment and deep honour I have made to myself.
Is there a Commitment you need to make with yourself?
I walk with an open and healing Heart, in utter awe, curiosity and deep, deep gratitude. xxx