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So I began…

So I began…

So I began… to write, ‘another blog post’ that I THOUGHT I SHOULD write…

But then… the REAL ME…. wanted to come out….

And I am no longer willing to hide…

If I am ‘too much’ for you…

If it is ‘how can she be sharing this crap?!’

If you think I am crazy…

If you don’t like what I say/do/am… what are you still reading this for?? Honestly? Check in with yourself… NOW. 

But… if you don’t think that… that if you ready my stuff and wonder how do I get in your head… or find yourself being uncomfortable and FACING IT – GOOD! Keep reading then….

Straight from my journalling today… raw. Here…

I am scared…. about leaving what I know is familiar behind…

The people, the places, the things…

I am scared…. about leaving the familiar foods that keep me comfortable and safe behind…

In my old life…

In the old Hannah….

The Hannah…. that I have always known….

Yet the old skin….

I no longer fit…

It is dragging me down… it is making me unhappy, by staying in this space… a space I have deeply outgrown……

It’s holding me back… from being me… the REAL me… the ME I deeply know inside…. the REAL ME I am scared to completely come out and BE…. yet… is deeply what I want…. IS WHAT I CANNOT HOLD BACK ANY LONGER….

Yes… I am sad…

About leaving people behind…

I am sad… about choosing to block people out of my life that I once cared about… that I still, some where in my heart, care about, love…. deeply love….because in Unity, they are a part of me… yet, only cause me great pain to be around, to have in my life… to continue to have contact with… it just feels ‘old’…. it just feels ‘the same stuff’… and by me choosing to continue with it, is re-creating the same stuff….

Yet, very aware, that I am allowing it in still… choosing to still have this in my reality, my space, my energy….

Why?

Doesn’t make any sense does it?

That the things holding me back, the comfort foods, the….habits… that keep me in the comfort zone…

Are what I am most afraid to let go of, to leave behind….

Yet, I continue to die inside by continuing to have these things in my life…

To continue to choose these things and allowing people in my life that I know hold me back, because I let them…

Yet, it gets to a point where enough is enough…

That I am very aware that only what I continue to ALLOW into my life, will continue…

So I choose…

Consciously choose…

Very wisely choose….

To step up…

To let go…

Of people, places, foods, things… that are no longer serving me…

I would think it harsh, I would think it hurtful, to completely block from my life people that I cared deeply about at some point, that, I had things in common with, that then for whatever reason were no longer in alignment…

That would ‘pull me off path’…. because I let them…

Because I chose it….

This isn’t about ‘them’…

This is about ME….

And MY life…

And what I WANT….

What I DESIRE…..

That WHY….

WHY SHOULD I ALLOW people into my sphere that are no longer a fit?

WHY SHOULD I continue to hold so much compassion for them, when I only get shot down in return?

Because the only reason these people are still in my field, showing me what I don’t want, showing me how much I am NOT LIVING MY LIFE FULLY – BECAUSE I SEE HOW MUCH THEY AREN’T AND I QUESTION WHY I AM STILL ‘HERE’ choosing to be with/around/having them in my life, when it is clearly what I don’t want!

Yes, I can hold space…

Yes, I can hold a high vibration for them and because of this, bring out their shit….

Yet….

It crosses a line…

When I am abused…

And the abuse, is but a reflection of what is inside of me… somewhere inside of me… because, in Unity, we are all part of the whole…

YET….. My allowing ME to stay in this space – creates more abuse… That the only one that can stop it is ME

That MY RESPONSIBILITY ON THIS EARTH…

IS TO ALIGN….

TO ALIGN TO THE DEEPEST PART OF ME…

THE CORE OF ME…

MY SOUL…

AND MY SOUL’S PURPOSE….

And anything that isn’t that….

IS NO LONGER REQUIRED…..

Unhealthy situations only happen because we allow them too…

Any blame towards anyone else for ‘doing something to you’ is denial and illusion….

Any situation that goes stale…. is both parties responsibility…. to DO SOMETHING THE FUCK ABOUT IT…..

You already know deep inside you, what is aligned and what isn’t BECAUSE YOU FUCKING FEEL IT IN YOUR BONES…

I know… 

That I am highly intuitive for a reason…

That I see straight through to the bullshit from more than many miles away for a reason….

That I trigger people for none other than to make them look at their own shit….

So we can all own our own shit and clean up this planet from the inside out….

Because that is the ONLY way we will all shift…

Is one person at a fucking time…

And it all begins with YOU

What is it that you sit there and think you can’t do?

What is it that you sit there and think you are stuck?

What is it that you are holding back, that you need to actually do??

What is fucking stopping you from living your God damn truth and birthright?

That when you sit there and think you ‘cant’ or whatever other reason, is your own self abuse…

Pulling yourself down…

But then putting other’s above you…

Honey….. you are the one that is who makes your life…

No one else…

So stop negating yourself…

Stop debating yourself…

You know exactly when you have outgrown a situation…

But hold on..

To dear life…

Because the unfamiliar is scary….

Because the unfamiliar might kill you…

But don’t you remember – that you ACTUALLY NEVER DIE????

It’s the Ego that dies…

It’s the Ego that holds on…

It’s the Ego that fights back with others… and fights your own mind…..

And yet…. your SOUL lives on…

Lives through…
Sees through…

Holds others..

In deep compassion…. no matter what….

No matter what blocks, distance, time or space…

Because it is your Soul that holds you – ALL OF YOU…

And ALL OF THEM…

Whether they are here or not…

That….

The purpose of YOU…

Is to BE YOU…

ALL OF YOU….

Whatever that looks like – Ego included…

Because in the Love of your Soul, the Ego doesn’t really exist…

Your SOUL sees straight through it…

To the Love that is actually inside it…

So….

To block, to love, to create, to hold… of all THEM…to do what what YOU NEED TO DO… 

All of YOU…

EVERYONE…

EVERYTHING…

Is all that is…

All that is…

All that is…

There is no separation…

So stop thinking there is…

When you tap into your Soul, there is no barriers…

So do what you need to do in the physical…

To allow your SOUL to shine at it’s highest capacity, whatever that involves personally for you…

Because whether you are connected in the physical or not, doesn’t matter…

It doesn’t matter what foods you choose, what places you visit, what people you have in your sphere… because when you tap in to the highest Wisdom of your Soul, you will only ALLOW what your Soul is aligned to… you will only vibrate what your Soul is shining forth from within… you will only magnetically attract what your Soul is bringing forth to you…

NO ONE SAID IT WOULD BE EASY…

But if it were easy… everyone would be doing it…

But you’re not one of THEM are you?

Are you choosing to allow your SOUL to lead you?

And to protect your SOUL to do so?

Like a Mother would protect Her Child?

And doing anything you need to do, to protect that?

Choose now…

And watch the Universe respond in kind…

Watch your Life Purpose unfold…

Purposefully…

To do what you came here to do…

To BE…

To SOULFULLY LIVE…

To LIVING FULLY…

And KEEPING IT FUCKING REAL…

Hannah xxx

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