01 Oct They say the prettiest thing a woman can wear is her smile…
They say the prettiest thing a woman can wear is her smile…
And it is only yesterday, did I start to feel ‘happy’….
It is only yesterday, I started to remember what it felt like to actually laugh from within, with my daughter…
It may sound really weird to hear this, yet the outside smiles, don’t always reflect the inside smiles… if they are even that, or there…. somewhere…
Somewhere buried underneath all the ‘stuff’… I guess lays a smile… but is it a true one? Or one that covers up the true feelings?
They say we all wear masks, and I feel like I have been wearing one for ages…
I don’t really remember the last time I felt happy on the inside like I started to yesterday as I found myself laughing with Adaya as she played with our German Shepherd, Jasmine, in the shallows of the ocean.
The past 3 days I have felt very tired in the late afternoon’s and then the evenings I have been totally exhausted and absolutely wiped with tiredness. It wasn’t until day 2 of feeling like this, I was intuitively reminded that when I went raw in 2012, through the detox phase, I was in bed, sound asleep by 7:30pm every night. My body is healing, deeply healing and yesterday, I started to feel the deep internal happiness that I have been looking for.
That I remember the last time feeling, somewhere back in 2005….
I have been wondering what has been going on with my life to find myself ‘here’… and questioning where has my happiness gone? And as always, you receive answers.
In my internal happiness starting to show itself to me yesterday at the beach with Adaya, I caught myself, and glimpsed what LIFE is like.
When you feel that deep sense of internal happiness and contentment, that for some reason, has eluded me for quite some time.
That deep sense of internal happiness that (even with my ‘wrinkles’ and not being as physically fit this minute that I want to be), still came beaming out from within, with these incredible intuition downloads that have been beaming through me in the last 10 days…
I have ‘tried’ many things, heck if you have seen me over the years, you would’ve seen my journey, my life and where I’ve been, what I do, how I live.
And it was only yesterday, that the deep content happiness returned.
Yes, I have gone raw, but the detox hasn’t been nice. When are detoxes nice lol!
But the inside work that I have been doing, the ‘quietness’, not just physically, but mentally, have shifted me and has been ‘very loud’.
I have done so much ‘internal work’ in the past 12 years of being on this personal development journey… I have done yoga, heck I am even Level 2 trained, I have done so many different types of personal development work, followed many that I thought had what I wanted, that ‘had it all’… yet, what I have been intuitively doing recently?
Has changed me… hitting that happiness yesterday – catching myself, laughing from the inside?
I haven’t ‘felt’ that for as long as I can remember…
You know….. it is a different feeling… you can laugh and you can smile…
But you can laugh and smile and FEEL the contentment on the inside… there is a VERY distinctive difference… you know what I am talking about?
Do you feel that deep contentment on the inside when you smile?
Or, when someone asks how you are feeling and you automatically say ‘good’ but there is so much turmoil within you? So much emptiness, unsettledness and deep resentment for everyone else around you seemingly ‘have it all’ and ‘everything you don’t have’ but deeply crave?
What if I was to show you how you can feel that smile from the depths within you?
And shift your entire reality?
Do you want to feel this?
Do you even remember the last time you felt that?
Do you even remember what it felt like?
I knew that something was coming out from deep within me from all this change that has hit me…..
Having over 12 years into this ‘spiritual life’, following ‘gurus’ then falling down, even being a Level 2 Yoga Teacher, hasn’t taken me to the depths within that I feel this utter contentment from within… this Peace…
Of all the intuition that has been pouring through me in the past 10 days…
It is coming babe… Positive Change is about to drop.
Lifting you up out of the darkness, the hopelessness, the depths you didn’t know existed, the utter resentment, the constant seemingly failures….
Do you want out of there?
Positive Change is coming babe… keep your eyes peeled.
Love, Hannah xx