A few years ago, a mentor once told me about the word 'busy' - instead, say, 'full schedule'
Dec 03, 2020A few years ago, a mentor once told me about the word 'busy' - instead, say, 'full schedule' and... ooooh has it been this! Busy creates a frantic energy and yet, full schedule has a different vibe to it and I choose this one 🙌🏻
It has been FULL ON! Huge recalibration at the deepest levels externally to align with what has been embedded internally for... years of internal work.
Right now, every thing in my reality is changing.
It is like all the pieces are coming together. That everything I have been sacrificing everything for, the last few years... no more sacrifice!
I don't need to anymore. What a feeling! And yet, has been the 'reason' I have been doing it all in the first place, to break through into another dimension of reality for myself, so I can expand Reality Awareness to more people around the world.. .who deeply need their Heart to be heard and their Ancient Blooded Healer Self to be the one who leads, with confidence, grace and ease.
The days of the pain are over, we have done much digging.. it is time to CHOOSE the joy and freedom in every moment.
Of course, that takes work in the start - show me anyone who has radically changed their life, who didn't put in the hard yards!
And yet, everyday is still like that - but it is the perception and choice that we choose to feel about said reality that makes all the difference!
A bit like the Dr Emoto revelations I have been sharing right?
With all this intensity fullness in my days recently, that seems it has been there since late October, I am conscious we are in the middle, well almost end of Transcendence which TRANSCENDS current reality and shifts you to your next level in life - which - would explain all of the deep external recalibration going on that is for sure!
I have felt sooo full schedule, things are tight. The times are tight, everything is getting done - well it doesn't feel like it because I am wanting to do soooo much MORE! But isn't doing more... what I have realised is that I feel I am not doing what I need to be doing because it is DIFFERENT to what I usually do and yet.. what I am currently doing - is 'why' I have been doing all the work in the past four years in the first place!
In realising this yesterday I snapped myself out of 'stressing out of not doing the thing' - because actually... reality has shifted and EVERYTHING is okay, everything is fine.. my life is happening and if I was meant to be doing something else I would be!
"Keep your mind on your hands." - FOCUS on the here and now, because THAT is where the magic is - that is where your power is and THAT is where you are 'supposed' to be!
It is an interesting feeling, because as I am tending to the external reality of recalibration, training my team, buying new items for our home, sorting the car out after a 5 month long road trip, catching up on work from the 5 month road trip, getting back on track financially after same, tending to Adaya and her school work let alone our animals that have joined our family and extended it rapidly all of a sudden.. PHEW! HUGE!
And yet, whilst it feels very FULL and INTENSE I know this feeling is amplified because my external reality is shifting - it is literally manifesting into form in ways that has been a huge part of what I have been 'dreaming' and journalling about for years!
It is an adjustment for me to physically receive this, to 'be' in my new life and yet, I am sooo grateful I caught this! This is what I have been working on deep inside - being worthy of receiving this level of support in my life - in ALL areas, all the whilst, living in a beautiful home surrounded by beautiful rolling hills and hinterland views for as far as my eyes can see out every direction of this beautiful home, in a beautiful location in the sub-tropics, with my daughter and our beautiful animals.
It has taken a fair bit of work to come into deep acceptance that I am worthy of such! And yet, something must've shifted with all that internal work - to actually be in my physical reality right now, with the expansion, only just beginning.
The last 18 months, have been a deep 'lull'. Very quiet, very 'alone' - meaning, I have walked away from pretty much every relationship I ever had in my life, all the people who put me down, I walked away from, including family... it definitely wasn't easy.
And yet, how can one believe they can manifest what they want with all of that in their vicinity? Okay, maybe they can, but personally I chose not to put myself through more pain than it was worth.
I know for me, I had to walk away from everything. I chose to. For my own health, sanity and figuring out what I really wanted in life. I also knew, it wasn't forever. But I needed to walk away as though it was, so I could energetically disconnect and come back to myself, my life and my purpose.
And what is happening now? Is that, with very clear boundaries for myself, with my worth, my time, my energy and 'how' to be in such relationships around me without them 'affecting' me like they used to, is definitely a skill and something I had to walk away from for the last 18 months minimum to even understand how that could work.
And yet, the piece is, is that I didn't do it and have that much space to 'know I was coming back to them' - it was a deep grief portal and grieving the complete loss of those relationship for me to unhook from those cycles and to come back here now with this clarity and watching with divine clarity on whether I have an internal reaction to the same relationships or not has really shown my growth or where and what I still need to work on.
The irony?
The more I work on myself, the more I TAKE RADICAL RESPONSIBILITY for every aspect of my reality - all my financial needs, all my physical needs, all my emotional, mental and spiritual needs... what magically happens?
I feel better about myself!
The biggest piece to feeling crap and looking at others with envy, is that in some area your life - you haven't got that sorted!
Envious of their Divine Union love? You probably are in a toxic relationship that you pull out your black book of reasons why it is okay that you're still there.
Envious of their financial wealth? You probably don't even LOOK at your money, let alone have caught up on your bills that you continue to turn a blind eye to.
Envious of their time and life freedom lifestyle? You probably have that little black book out again of all the reasons why you don't have time, and yet, choose to stay up late, sleep in and watch your favourite episodes on netflix, gaia or youtube.
There is nothing WRONG with doing the above (well, not the envy part!) HOWEVER - your envy is your RED FLAG to where you are not tending to your life in some way shape or form!
It is like your GOLDEN NUGGET right in front of you.
So stop thinking your envy is bad... and take it as your red light signal in your car that your fuel is low in that area and go and fill that up #pronto!
Yes, you can chill watching your favourite netflix show.. but don't get angry because you don't have time or energy to do what you KNOW you need to be doing because you spent time, almost 'wasted' time on that when you could've done the thing FIRST.
Creating the life you want - having EVERYTHING YOU DESIRE aka your LIFE PURPOSE - begins with being honest with your reality.
Being honest, has so many layers to it - and yet, it also means being AWARE and conscious of all these layers of your life.
In 2021 we are journeying through the 12 Divine Steps to Awakening Your Life Purpose for FREE - Honesty? You guessed it, that is Divine Step #1! More details on this soon.
The Kittens? This is Milo in my arms. He is a big boy, even being so little - he has massive paws!
I used to work in a pet shop for four years straight out of high school (can you tell with my menagerie?!) and saw MANY Kittens and never saw a kitten with paws as big as Milo!
People have asked me what I am doing with them... keeping them of course!!! Applying for a special licence with the council and yes.. desexing them! I usually do.. and yet, was just about to with Midnight and Dawn at the start of the year and then the road trips unexpectedly happened due to the cyclone category four that never happened.. and then covid happened...
I guess these bundles of joy needed to arrive before they couldn't... they have a very deep meaning for me. More on that another time.
How has the energy been for you?
Part of me feeling like I need to be doing other things - like live-streaming and saying HI to you!!! Let alone catching up and keeping up with facebook comments to deeply connect my heart with yours - please know I SEE YOU and I HEAR YOU 💗
However, I have come to Peace with.. trusting I am supposed to be tending deeply to my clients, training my team and recalibrating my business in ways I have never done before - SO THAT I CAN be more present on the lives with you once more!
Sooo excited about what is to come, but the recalibration and re-birthing.. has been intense baby!!!
2021 Global World Prediction on it's way very soon beautiful Souls!
I love you!
Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen 👑
P.S. Soooo much coming! Keep your eyes peeled!!!
P.P.S. Sacred Container Alert!!!
Life Purpose Accelerator opens in just a few days!!! Click here for all the details if you KNOW this is what you have been calling in, aligning to and ready to FLY in 2021! https://www.realityawareness.com/life-purpose-accelerator