DO YOU TRUST THE SOFTEST NUDGES?

Jun 17, 2021

DO YOU TRUST THE SOFTEST NUDGES?

I wanted to write yesterday... well... thought about it. 

Woke at my natural normal time of 4:30-5am that my body, mind and Soul is so habitually used to waking now a days raring to go as I do and got up and did all the things... and then by 8am, started to fade. I was going to do lots of things yesterday... and then I sat on my bed to meditate on the next most important thing and chose to sleep instead. 

I realised just how huge what I have just been through has been. 

I was going to write a post yesterday on how  much gratitde I have for creating a life where I am the only one who creates and chooses my schedule, that enables me to go back to sleep if I choose to on a Wednesday because I can and have that freedom to do so. Which, I am grateful. 

And yet, when I got up again yesterday and started going through the things... I didn't want to write. I did everything but write. 

Some may call this avoidance. 

However, I am so conscious that I was processing. 

Deeply processing everything that had unravelled this last few weeks. 

Deeply processing what I had just shared on livestream the night before. 

Whenever I share vulnerably, I always think gah, did I just share that?! Did I really just open up that much publicly?! I never used to be so concerned about it and still really I am not, but those thoughts pop up after everything I have been through in the last few years sharing my Heart and Soul to the world, makes me question at times and yet... I cannot not share. 

I've learnt to trust myself - all over again. Time and time again. 

Because somewhere along the way... I lost that. 

Whenever I teach Lightfilled Yoga (which is the Chakra Journey, but in Lightfilled Yoga) when we arrive at the Ear Chakras - it is like the entire room exhales. 

This week, kinda feels like that. We have arrived at the Ear Chakra Consciousness after all - that soft, place to fall. 

The soft, open, receptive held place to fall and be caught, ever so gently, ever so softly, ever so... delicately - but powerfully held in the divine openness of the nothingness that exists... where all possibilities lay. It's just that at times we don't allow ourselves to stay in the nothingness for long enough. We get agitated, want to move, want to create something... 

But if we just stay in that softness, in that openness - that can be mistaken for a limitless pit of nothingness, a great big black hole - that you feel you might lose yourself in if you do not move and start trying to scramble your way all the way back up to what you thought was the light that you might just drown into the great big abyss.... and that... is kinda scary right? 

But what if you were to allow yourself to continue to fall... deep in to the nothingness... 

Nothing to cling onto, can't see anything, no rope to guide you out of the hole... what if you were to continue to fall and you fell onto something so soft... that allowed you to enter another realm? 

Another realm of divine energy that is unlike anything you've ever been in before? 

Who is there? Are there lost parts of you that have been sitting there scrambled in jumbledness of time and space that got lost along the way when you were falling and instead of trusting the abyss, you scrambled and clung on and went back to old habits, patterns, relationships, addictions that kept you running that rat wheel time and time again feeling like there is no way out??

You see honey, you're not falling.. 

You're not lost... 

You're not a jumbled mess... 

Those entities are only around because you're shifting to your next dimension of reality - you're moving through the portal, through the black hole and BIRTHING INTO A WHOLE NEW REALITY. 

That means relationships will drop away... 

That means you will feel disorientated for a time whilst you recalibrate... 

That means you will feel weird... 

That means you will question everything that you've ever done to date... 

That means that you will probably feel not your best, not good enough, wonder how you let your body, life and everything get so messed up and compare yourself to others... 

That means that you will wonder where to even go from here and just feel stumped time and time again... 

That means you will feel like you are halted and feel blocked from a current direction, but you don't know which direction to go in right now... or ever again.... 

You will want to cry but can't because you're still in shock at the fallout... 

You will want to curl up in a ball and just keep falling whilst... resisting the urge to cling on again now you've read this... 

And let yourself fall... 

Honey... 

What if you're not falling... 

What if you're not failing... 

What if you're not drowning.. 

What if you're not lost... 

What if you're being divinely guided through to the next dimension of your life that you've been working so hard to achieve? 

What if you're in a birthing portal? 

What if you're about to break through into a different life and totally different feeling of anything you've ever felt before? 

What if you're BIRTHING a WHOLE. NEW. YOU?

That means... 

That relationships you once loved and adored disappear out of your life... people WILL drop away as you move into this next version of you. 

Some will disappear loudly and even try and cling on. 

Some will judge you either to your face, or gossip about you.. or write about you... 

Some will dissolve away and you won't even realise they are gone. 

And even all the entities, all the leeches, all the ticks, all the things that have been tugging at your energy, draining you and pulling you down, let alone off track of YOUR life purpose - let go..... 

As you do... 

And let yourself continue to travel through this portal, through this weird feeling space - because you are transforming... you are being pulled - like a magnet - to YOUR LIFE PURPOSE PATH. 

Entities, demons, leeches, ticks and all those parasitic entities are only clinging on... because you are - in that abyss that is only a reflection of being off path... that you had to be in the space of unconsciousness that you needed to travel through such paths... so that you can help others find their way through the darkness too. 

Because that is what you do. 

That is who you are. 

Strangers open up to you and tell you they've never shared the depths of what they just did with you - with ANYONE - EVER. 

But that sentence? 

You hear ALL the time. 

Because you are that person who hears ever so deeply, who holds a certain presence, who is a natural born leader and holds many businesses at once and lives life to the fullest as well. 

Let yourself fall... into the greatest depths of the abyss that you've never gone before but dropped into so many times at the same time... 

And yet this time, you can do so with presence, with trust, with the safety of awareness that the more you let go and let yourself feel this portal of transformation with consciousness... 

Of the people who drop out of your life.. .

of the weird feelings running through your body 

Of realising your body is not who you are and where you currently want to be... but so aware of how you came to be this way with what you've just gone through... 

That you're willing to allow yourself this space and time.. 

To recalibrate.. 

And to follow those softest nudges that shine light on the path that is flickering and opening right now in your reality.. 

And as you gently allow yourself to be guided... to be magnetically pulled through into this space... 

You notice how much light there is... 

You notice how you can breathe deeper again and take that deeper inhale more than you've ever felt before.. 

Because LIFE has come back to you... 

Clarity is starting to emerge... 

And you're willing to get to know yourself all over again.... 

With these reclaimed parts you found in the jumbledness of time and space - that are parts of your intuition that you left behind when you ignored your intuition one last time... 

And you're willing to continue to trust.. the softest nudges... 

The ones that are sometimes drowned out by the noise of everyday life and the constant searching outside of yourself.... the comparison... the... so. much. stuff. all. the. damn. time. 

And yet... you're willing to trust... the softness nudges... 

That are leading you to the place, you've been longing for all. this. time. 

Where are your soft nudges guiding you? Can you hear them? Are they present for you? Are you even listening? Can you HEAR them? 

HEAR

HEART

It's speaking to you. 

Listen. 

Listen closely. 

Listen deeply. 

It is loud and clear if you'll only stop to hear the softest nudges. 

Love, Hannah 
The Life Purpose Queen 👑

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