I didn’t get the news I was hoping and expecting yesterday.

I didn’t get the news I was hoping and expecting yesterday. After 9 weeks, my finger is still broken 😢😳😭 even on homeopathics, and all the inner healing work I’ve been doing this last month especially. This is not a post for your sad sop sympathy. Read all the way to the end before you comment or just leave now. This is a post about being fucking real. 

I had the pins in it after surgery, which 4 weeks from surgery, the doc took the pins out. One was really stuck, I heard a crack and it HURT, and then he sent me off to hand physio as protocol does. 

For 1 month I was exercising it on a broken finger - it wasn’t until the next doc appt and X-ray that a different doctor told me it is still broken and to not move it for 3 weeks. I couldn’t get an appointment for 4 weeks then the floods pushed that out to 5 weeks which was yesterday. 

To find out the news that it is still broken and now organising CT scan, blood tests and a nuclear test (😳🤔) all I can do is break down, fall to my knees and cry 😭 straighten my fucking crown and get back up again - on repeat. Cause fuck. What the actual fuck. 

This whole hospital and broken bone shit is new to me. In my 37 years of life I’ve never broken a bone, never been in hospital and this whole experience has fucked me well. 

Driving home from the hospital yesterday OBVIOUSLY I was processing A LOT.

One of them being why didn’t I ask more questions? I find myself frozen in that place, it’s out of my jurisdiction, I’m a Healer, not a doctor. But twice now, I wished I’d asked more questions. Nuclear ☢️ test? Wait on 🤔 it’s safe they say, but yeah. Don’t worry, you don’t need to comment and tell me what it is, I understand it and also speaking with my GP for more details about it. 

And then when the doctor originally pulled the pins out and re broke it, I heard it, felt it and yet didn’t do anything about it because I was in shock, pain and then brushed that thought off, because well - he’s the doctor and surely he wouldn’t have broken it, or at least told me that he did, let’s do another X-ray before we leave but no - just send me home and to the hand therapist. I wish I could take back that moment I would’ve demanded another X-ray before I left but I was in shock and tears and didn’t know what was happening 😭

So here we are. 

Breaking down every 5 mins then picking myself back up again. Rising the roller coaster of waves that this entire experience has brought me let alone the anger every other 5 mins because I’m fucking tired of only having one hand ffs. 

Rant over. 

Kinda.

It’s been a journey and by the looks of it, way more to go.

But wait on - I’m a Healer 🤔

And this… was a huge drop in on the way back from hospital.

The reason they want blood tests and nuclear CT scans is because it was a dog bite, because the bone was shattered and scraped away leaving them nothing to do but remove the zillion shards of bone leaving not much of a finger behind 😢 they didn’t exactly voice it - but they are looking for infection in the bone and ‘that’s why it’s not healing’. Which… a second surgery has been suggested if the test results show that 😳😭

The other hindsight driving away is that is probably why my leg has been hurting on the shin bone recently. Infection. 😭 Just no words. 

But I get the fuck up. After a huge ass fucking cry (multiple), straighten my God damn Crown and remember I am a fucking Queen and I’ve got this.

Oh that’s right - I’m a fucking Healer too.

The night before the attack, I ordered a pile of supplements and herbs - I was about to do a big detox over Christmas. 

It’s been 10 years since the last strict asf one and… it’s time. 

The next morning, the dog attack happened. 

Last week, I ordered more herbs - fed ex from the USA as the last time I checked they weren’t delivering to Australia, but now they are and so I jumped on it. These are my FAVOURITE herbs for cleansing! 

They arrive… today. 

And that’s right - I’m a fucking Healer. 

The last time the doctor told me I needed surgery was 10 years ago - he (at the time) told me I needed to get my gall bladder out - UM NO WAY I said. And did the strict cleanse for 3 months and the rest is history. 

Kinda interesting almost coincidental almost similar stories. Well the only similar part is the surgery part. 

The herbs I ordered just before the attack, I tried starting it before Christmas but my body rejected them - it was still healing from the wounds from the attack and surgery. So I decided to wait until ‘I’ve healed’. And now it’s 3 months fucking later and my body is still at this point.

I’m not waiting anymore. I’m tired of my life being on hold. 

I’m following doctors orders and getting the tests etc. 

But I’m also remembering I’m a fucking Healer.

And I’m commencing a strict cleansing, detoxing and healing protocol. I’ll be sharing my detailed journey in Transcendence Reality Society, which I opened the doors to today - there is sooo much in there… and also where I’ll be sharing the ins and outs of this powerful transformational detox. 

The last time I did it 10 years ago, it changed my life. To do it now, no make it a solidified lifestyle change? 

Well, this is ultimately?

Coming into the complete and TRUE alignment of Self - of my Higher Self, of who I truly am, of who I see in my visions of me, of who I see as my future self. 

We are, after all, commencing Throat Chakra Consciousness - which is about the true alignment of your Higher Self manifested in form. 

Not just speaking your Truth, but living it.

If you’re ready to actually become the person you day dream about, now is the time to join us. Link is below.

Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen 👑 

P.S. Here is the link with all the deets, click here: https://www.realityawareness.com/transcendence-reality-society