I didn't know where I was headed

I didn’t know where I was headed when my intuition was telling me to get out, I just knew I had to. It was in less than 3 days had I made a decision on where I was going, not sure why but, this is where I had to come to, and now I see, in so many more ways than I could’ve ever imagined.

This last fews weeks has been exhilarating and one of the most stretching growth times of my life! I have moved through things, faced things - I would’ve avoided for my whole life and put these things done to values, beliefs or plain ‘I’m not tolerating it.’ - and even that concept has been smashing through realities I didn't know were even possible or 'had to' to make the changes I needed to make without realising it. 

With the history of my life, I just thought certain things are non-negotiable and whilst I still hold high value systems - the reason my intuition brought me here - is to smash through these limiting barriers of belief systems of what was holding me tight in more than that just holding pattern - but an entire reality of existence.

It is super tricky to describe, but it is like the webs I always talk about - and moving to another layer of the web above the current one you’re on. These ‘smashing though realities’ - of belief systems that I thought were non-negotiables, that created the web of my life, in what was important to me in my life - I haven’t dropped these, but instead, Spirit has shown me - how to detach from them, on a level I never knew I had that defined me. Again, hard to describe as it has been an experience.

What has been so interesting about this entire experience, is that I just know, as I said before - I would’ve ‘avoided’ this stuff all my life, thinking that was just the reality I was creating/not letting in type thing. And yet - here is Spirit showing me how to integrate and shift it - shadow work real time - rather than avoid it thinking that was just a non-negotiable.

That get’s tricky in understanding without knowing deep context and perhaps that is for my book 😉 - yet, the piece I want to share is that I have been finding BALANCE again in my life.

Before I began building my online business, I ‘had’ time to go surfing, go to the gym and all the things that would ‘supposed’ keep me sane.

And yet, I became so busy in my work (because I journaled the success into my life and became it) I was so busy working 18 hours days at a point, that I ‘didn’t make time for that’ - and now… I am finding that balance again… and still making money doing what I love - just now, I can do the other things I love, that are my passion, that are my heart and SOUL - that I LET GO OF - to build what I have to be able to HAVE THE FREEDOM I HAVE NOW! #celebrating It is like sacrifices no more, because I have birthed through the hardest place, the hard part is #done.

I have rekindled my love of raw vegan food and preparing and eating this way (not 100% yet, but its way more than I have been in years!) When Adaya was a baby and early years, I used to eat raw vegan all the time. I would still cook meals for her and yet, over time, it became so much work, I think just single mumming was wearing me out into year 4-5 of her life, with not being clever/aware and building my blood back up when I had given birth to her (which is a BIG learning lesson that took me 10 years of tiredness to learn!), plus the unhealthy relationships that I were in and out of back then, the raw food - they hated it, and I guess it all gradually wore me down and I stopped making and eating it. Out here - making raw vegans without electricity has expanded my creativity beyond measure to prepare without food processors or blenders - and doing everything by hand… I am becoming grounded and more present than I have ever before. This without electricity thing (off grid), is changing me, grounding me, is returning me to my power in ways I just can't describe and I just can’t put into words the feeling of a juice that is made by a hand grinder - not even cold pressed - it is something else, that the energy I have never felt before, that is for sure!

However, I have always known and FELT that raw vegan is a huge part of my heart and Soul and who would’ve thought, just yet, another piece is that being out here, this is coming back and it brings so much joy to my Soul - let alone being out here - ALWAYS in nature! #sograteful

I think I have been spoilt out here though! I go into town and the energies are so strong, just after a couple of hours I am like, ‘Right, gettme outta here!’. Being able to have silence 99% of the time, just dedicated nature sounds (thank you nature!) and the Earth beneath my feet, let alone the subliminal subconscious peripheral vision 100% of the time - its changing me.

It’s taking me back to my roots - my intuitive roots. I have always been super intuitive and over the years, especially working with my private clients every single day via WhatsApp (which is a huge skill in itself, we just did a big training on this in the Life Purpose Mentorship and it went for almost 2 hours with me realising just how much I have learnt, grown and definitely - it is a skill to have private clients on WhatsApp in a dedicated container - it has been nearly two years - that I have never had a day without a client!). It has taught me how to manage my time, energy and learn skills that - people wonder and ask me, or can’t even fathom how you make money online. It is definitely a skill to learn! Just like… any ‘job’ - right? You just have to want it enough, to do it, to break the defining barriers of what reality is for you. And that, is something that most people just won’t do.

I never really had a ‘plan’ of my life, nor what I was doing online - I do and I don’t. I have content I know I have to create - that gives me a 10 & 20 year plan ahead that I am 3 years into currently, however, ‘how’ that looks, ‘where’ I create and do that - that shifts and changes according to how I work with Spirit - to what and where Spirit is guiding me each and everyday. That information comes - in the deep connection to myself, my purpose and my life, that - has currently led my Soul to being here, in nature, completely able to just be in my own energy, it has changed me.

Where this is a will - there is a way.

Yet, most people won’t do what it takes, to trust deep enough that they are being led and guided to where they want to be, most, don’t even know where they want to be. Yet, most won’t do the work to find that clarity to define what that is. That doesn’t happen overnight that comes with deep, dedication and commitment over time - even when it seems like it isn’t working or too hard - that is when people give up - yet, that is when the biggest break through come.

Most listen to friends and family - who don’t have their mindset or big dreams and so many, stay where they are.

Most, won’t take the leap and trust their intuition over what other people say.

Most, won’t step outside the bounds of current reality time and space and even try a new reality - because the ‘how’ stops them. That - is your warning sign that your mind has overtaken your Heart.

Because your Heart is the doorway to your Intuition and most, won’t let their Heart be their guide, their leader. Logic and fear stop them. But when you learn how to use logic and fear as your guide to steer you CLOSER to your Heart, not further away from it - THAT is when YOUR life begins to open up - not, someone else’s version of your own life, not a clouded vision of ‘if I do this, then I will be good enough and loved and…’ gah! Tiring!

Your life, your clear vision, yourself - YOU - do you even, know you?

What your Heart wants, what your Life Purpose is - to begin to even move in that direction?

The lack of clarity will always make you pull back into someone else’s words and ‘how reality should be’ - and so you shrink and do them instead, all the whilst, feel like something is still deeply internally missing.

Are you that internally clear? Or do you still find that you get frustrated because you ‘still don’t know what to do/what your Life Purpose is?’

Are you, following the calling of your Soul - even when you can’t see the bigger picture, the final outcome or even know what tomorrow brings?

Or are you, playing it safe?

Isn’t it time, you took a risk, played big and followed your Heart anyway?

What is it, that your Soul, is desiring right now?

Are you - even allowing yourself to trust and give yourself THAT level of permission to follow through anyway?

Do you - trust, follow and take the risks your Soul - is guiding you to take?

Because after all, it isn’t really a risk, when your Soul is guiding and leading the way, is it?

For me, the risk, would be to be listening to the fearful mind that has stopped you until this day?

Which, feels like more freedom?

Do you really trust - your freedom? 🕊💎

Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen 👑

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