I have been taking my time and I have been Souloving it.

I have been taking my time and I have been Souloving it. 

Although I have been frustrated at times, my Soul has been loving it. 

This is how it is supposed to be - back in LIFE again or something it feels like. Back in the flow that... I am not on go go masculine overdrive burn out go go mode. 

Some days I work fast and 'push' - but there is a different energy to it, a different energy BEHIND it. 

I think that is the difference from masculine, over-responsibility, 'have to do it all myself/pick up the pieces for the family lineage scapegoat generational role' that has manifested in me being too much in my masculine energy attracting men that are very feminine and deeply attached to their mothers it makes me dry reach (sorry not sorry guys!), however, that was a direct reflection of my energy and what I have been in, thus, attracting that.. which I didn't want. 

The difference in energy I feel these days, is hard to describe. 

I sleep so deeply, but I am not exhausted. Where as in the past, I would be exhausted. Single mumming for 11 years trying to figure out business online and... doing it all myself... did that! Let alone making sure I was everyone's everything!

And yet, it was the masculine over-responsibility driver that made me be everyone's everything and drop to my knees just in the hope that they would love me.. or at least, like me, just a teeny tiny bit 😢 #exhausting 

I created some amazing work, content, successful business and amazing life for myself this way. 

However, this last 12-18mths I also know why I have been feeling... off.. or down.. or depressed.. or stuck or whatever it was. 

Is because that DRIVE, that over-responsibility masculine driver to be good enough and be everyone's everything, was starting to shift. 

I knew right away coming to work with my mentor back in April 2018, that was what was going on. 

And it has taken some time to shift. The slump of energy of the past 12-18mths has been a 'stop' to that underneath driver energy. 

And this past 5 months on the road, literally re-wrote the maps, re-wrote the roads, re-wrote my energy fragmentation, energy lines, energy maps, and completely shifted me from that internal masculine not good enough over-responsibility burn out central energy... 

To a very different internal energy. 

Even though I still get frustrated, I know that is the old energetic pattern surfacing of the pushing 'do' energy... and now, it is a more, dedicated, strategic, power potent energy that is coming forth. 

It is this doing less and receiving more... 

It is gaining my time freedom back... 

It is, loving myself more.. 

It is, doing what I want to do, instead of being everyone's everything... 

I have noticed that I have lost a lot of clients and followers that... don't like this new 'you're not there for me like you used to be'.... yes, that's because I have boundaries now and won't let anyone drain my energy.... because someone draining your energy only comes from not having strong enough boundaries! 

You're the only that says yes to something or someone, no one does that for you! 😉

I've been taking my time and my Soul has been loving it. 

However, I feel like I am not getting what I need to get done fast enough or when I WANT it done... and I have needed to let go of control about that, make myself the priority and know that it will all get done, when it gets done. The one thing I am done with, is putting myself last and THAT is a huge shift in itself, which I am so grateful to now... embody this I guess you could say! #sohugeforrecoveringpeoplepleaser! 🙋‍♀️

I also know that this entire recalibration phase that has gone on for just over two years now, has been huge, deep and has now shifted my internal driver from 'not being good enough' to 'being of deeper divine service' and THAT is a game changer in itself! But it has NOT been an easy process to shift!

I know this is the energy needed to shift me to my next level, it is what I have been working towards shifting and changing all a long and now, I can 'feel' it here more than ever, whereas before, was this transitional, 'I don't know what this is energy,' However, now, it is super clear and for that... I am grateful. 

I think I will stay here 🥰

The burning FIRE is back... 

And it is sustaining more than ever before... not firing a blast and burning out... 

Not the masculine push of single mum life, but of the balanced, gentle, slow and sometimes very passionate energy that deeply moves mountains - for good, is what, I have been working for all along. 

Do you find yourself stuck in harsh burn out mode? Do you feel the surmounting pressure building up, energetically, emotionally and feel drained and depleted all the time? 

Or do you feel alive and free? Full of energy and deep sustained fire to fuel all of your days? 

Love, Hannah 
The Life Purpose Queen 👑

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