I'VE BEEN IN A HOLDING PATTERN AND DIDN'T EVEN KNOW

I'VE BEEN IN A HOLDING PATTERN AND DIDN'T EVEN KNOW

Maybe, that is what this trip has been about. 

Because it certainly wasn't about the storms! Yet, that is the thing that got me out of there - so it was time, to move outta there - and FAST. 

And it sure did happen. 

And I think from that, I am still adjusting. Well, I feel that it wasn't until two days later I actually energetically arrived after driving 2000kms unexpectedly, well, 1603 to precise. 

It's been an adjustment, in a sense in that I am someone who likes to energetically be prepared for something like this road trip. And whilst I was - intuitively, and could pack up and leave within 3 days with 'no warning whatsoever' - is a pretty big feat if I do say so myself. 

I am sure the sun is shining back where we've lived for 8 years and of course, I have gone through the full range of emotions, including bawling my eyes out as soon as our car pulled up in a place I knew we would be staying for longer than one night. 'That was so huge,' is all I could say through my sobbing tears. Who does that?! Me, I guess! 

There are quite a few realisations I have had - being out of the 'holding pattern' I didn't even know that I was in. 

When I come out here - it is like I switch off. Meaning, my sympathetic nervous system (fight or flight) is automatically switched off. I don't need to do anything, but be out here - where there is nothing and it is automatically off. 

The difference in FEELING is phenomenal. 

I have lived in that house for 8 years. And have been on the Sunshine Coast for 16 years and how busy it is, especially int he past 3 years in the area I live? I am pretty sure I have spoken about it - but the amount of construction that is going up - I have always said in 10 years the Sunshine coast will be as big as the gold coast - just without the high rises (there is a height building limit on the Sunshine Coast - well at this stage there is!) 

I have spoken to one of my mentors about it so much - compared to 3 years ago - I can't even audio record or film in quiet anymore at the house I lived in, because of traffic on the main roads (that I live several streets back from) being so noisy now. There were always time frames I could get lots of recording done, but these days, all I can hear is the world outside and it has been getting me down more than I realised - being out here where there is nothing. Maybe I am just super sensitive to it all - but I guess I lived there originally and loved it at the time, because of how quiet it was. 

Yes, construction was always planned and going to happen there, I guess I just didn't realise how much it would affect me. People may say, 'Well Hannah, you need to deal with it and function in society.' To me, that statement is a bit like, 'Hannah, what about socialisation for schooling?' 🙄

To see the maps where the Gold Coast is covered - like COMPLETELY covered in 5G already for me, was quite... eye opening to say the least. Why is that ALL covered already? Some parts of Brisbane and I am sure the map hasn't been updated yet for the Sunshine Coast - because all these new small looking towers have appeared and I have noticed them and gosh, some days I FEEL it more than others. 

I have always felt my neighbours and surrounds and have longed for this space out here more times than I can count (let alone the STARS at night!) - but never got up and left because well, that holding pattern was STRONG. 

What do I mean by that? 

This past few days of 'actually arriving here' energetically - has made me acutely aware of this differentiation of energy and 'holding pattern'. 

The 'work mode' was strong and I built this business to not be a part of the 9-5 work week, but when living in suburbia - gosh it was strong! The collective pull is real and being IN it - even stronger. 

Every Friday afternoon, I could feel myself start to slow and it was the collective, getting ready to 'knock off work' or already have then on the weekends, I found it increasingly harder to work which would annoy me. 

Some may be thinking, 'Oh, well, you should just take the weekend off work Hannah.' - Yet, that is not how I work - on all levels. 

For me - there is no time. There is definitely no 9-5! 

Time is a made up illusion and being in suburbia - with increasing population in what once a small coastal sleepy town, construction coming out of our ears and the new hospital having been built first and Australia's largest shopping centre in the town plans that apparently no one knows about yet, to be built on the Sunshine Coast - the Sunshine Coast is no longer what it used to be for me. Let alone, this whole 9-5, Monday to Friday thing! Nope thank you! 

Since being online this past 4 years I have been delving DEEPLY into time space reality and 'how do we function in reality when time is an illusion and the world is made up of 9-5??' - trust me, this is ALL I have been deeply figuring out and intuitively navigating and I have learnt A LOT from this! And that answer - is being poured into the Ear Chakra Consciousness #ofcourse 

I used to be called Hannah Noplan Andrews. 

No plans. 

That is what people called me! 

Because I had no plans. Ever. I just... took each day as it came - deeply in my FLOW and allowed life/my intuition guide me. 

I ended up on the Sunshine Coast in the first place because it was an escape from the people who didn't approve of this no plans thing, even though at the time, that name for me wasn't even in existence. 

I was always following my heart, from working in a pet shop when I left high school (have you seen my mini pet shop with me on this road trip?? Out 2 dogs, 2 cats and parrot?) the Sunshine Coast was my safe haven where I could continue to follow my heart without anyone disapproving it, not to my face anyway. 

Anyway, I am getting sidetracked. 

The biggest space I have realised out here (pun intended) - is how 'slow' I feel. I don't feel hurried. I don't hit that wave of tiredness at 8:30amish when every child is getting dropped off to school. I also don't crash at 3:30pm when everyone is... doing whatever they do at 3:30pm and don't want to be at work anymore. I also don't feel that wave of 'it's the weekend and party mode'. The favourite part of my week at that home is Sunday afternoon and Monday morning, because I can feel everyone preparing for their week ahead and I can get back in my flow, without being dragged down with everyone wanting to slow down for the weekend! 

It's sooo noticeable to me and I dred having to go back to the coast! When I drove home in 2017 when we came out here last, I had the same feeling. You might be saying, well Hannah, don't go back and... of course i have been contemplating ALL options and whilst the 'what we are doing' is still not 100% clear and I deeply trust and know that will come... I also have Adaya to consider and what she wants to do, for that has been her childhood home and has connections/friends on the coast. 

I am deeply open to what the Universe is guiding me to do and even the real reason we are out here is still not 100% clear - but I deeply know, how much my body systems are feeling the reprieve of not being switched 'on' that is for sure. 

I even noticed it at home, before we left - that slight feeling of reprieve of turning all the power points off int eh house, emptied the fridge even and turned it ALL off - it was so noticeable. You know that feeling? When your suburb loses power and it feels - calmer? THAT. 

And it is THAT - that is automatic out here where there is nothing. 

I know I have been in so many patterns, from 'work mode' as a way to cope with the energies let alone, the food choices and just the way I have been BEING in that place just to deal with it all. 

And that feeling of - well how am I supposed to 'change it???' was so strong and just the 'well, I just need to keep working, I get it.' And I did - until I was shown a way.. that I did not expect it to come in. 

I am not sure where this road is leading, but I have never known, I have just always trusted and done what feels right - every single time. Even when it doesn't make logical sense whatsoever nor, has it been approved of by 'normal' society, let alone those closest to me. 

I've never been normal. And I don't plan to start. It just doesn't suit me. Never has. 

Trust Your Intuition - it knows the way, this is the only path you need follow. 

If you want your dreams to filter through the ethers and become 3D physical reality that is, or even become clear to you in the first place. The first step needs to be taken when you can't see where the road leads you. And it is this place, most don't dare to enter. 

Except, for the ones, society deems crazy. 

Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen 👑

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