I've been in and out of okay.. but fuck today was INTENSE!

I've been in and out of okay.. but fuck today was INTENSE!

THIS IS THE SOFTENING INTO RECEIVING MY DESIRES - but OMG what is flowing through me is.... somewhat... INTENSE! 

I realised yesterday what I was doing out here... I realised why I was brought out here 'unexpectedly'. 

This is my birth place, the place my Soul chose to incarnate for this lifetime. 

I realised this not too long ago - well, of course I always knew it right, but it was more.... deeper realisation or something. 

And my affinity for United Arab Emirates and the Middle East? Oh the Red Dirt looks EXTREMELY close in relation to me! THAT only dawned on me not long ago and that is what got me to asking why I incarnated here... and what my connection is to the Middle East before this current lifetime.

Yesterday I had a dawning realisation that almost made me... freak.. for a moment. But underneath - it all makes total sense. 

For the past 4 or so years I have been deeply questioning, where is my Home. 

With all the changes and construction on what was once sleep town Sunshine Coast and the fallouts with my family in this past 4 years of building my online business - Home... just hasn't felt.. anywhere. 

Yet, here, in this red dirt outback - this place is in my blood. And my 3 younger siblings - well, they were all born in Perth on the West Coast. That realisation in itself explained a lot to me in understanding a big chunk of the dynamics of it all, let alone growing up as a child, every school holidays were spent with my Dad either out here in this red dirt homeland out back or exploring the Great Barrier Reef, or Daintree Rainforests in Far North Queensland. 

It all has been pieces of the puzzle coming together this past few years and the dawning realisation yesterday that - with all this SPACE out here - let alone the SPACE - my energetic system is feeling the reprieve from neighbours, let alone the collective field of people and technology and all sorts of things - that 'you can't walk down a street anymore without picking up a zillion wifi's is real' thing - THAT reprieve  - is giving me so much space and sooo much is downloading through me - without me doing a thing. 

Okay okay - can you see I am delaying this realisation share?? 

I realised that I came here to let go of this place! 

Might sound simple in a sentence and 'no big deal Hannah' - but for me - this is huge. 

I left home when I was 18 and moved to the other side of the country and have been away from family ever since. (Yes, by choice, I am not playing victim here!) 

And this.... has... made for some alone time over this past 16 years. 

SO with the tiny thread of connections to my family being cut this past few years and moving away from other people as I continue to build this company to the vision that was shown to me when I was 21 years old, alongside me not feeling the Sunshine Coast is home anymore but deeply wondering well WHERE do I move to/live? 

Out here, on this red dirt - feels naturally home. 

And with my business being remote and purposefully built to be able to work from anywhere in the world - well, I can definitely pick here if I wanted to too! 

It.. became my safe place. 

My anchor. 

Like I BELONGED somewhere. Because we KNOW how crucial that is for beautiful Ego validation and acceptance of self right?! 

And yesterday - being told to release it? HUGE is an understatement. 

And yet.... something feels soooo right about it. 

How can the Universe truly show me where it wants me to be, to be in completely divine assignment alignment with my Soul's Purpose and the VERY THING I LIVE FOR - if I still have attachments to places - INCLUDING WHERE I CHOSE TO INCARNATE??!?!?! Kinda makes total sense right? 

AND just to top it off - when Dad left today to go to Adelaide for a few days (6hrs away) - as soon as he drove off, I looked down at my toe and realised it was infected?! WTF?! I NEVER get shit like this! 

Two days ago I kicked it on a stick (yep - that's why boots are essential out here not double pluggers mate!) and I was like what?! You've got to be kidding me!! I got work to do damn it! 

The next hour was spent trying to dig it out in between sobs of bawling my eyes out as this NEVER HAPPENS TO ME (the ONE time I don't pour peroxide on a cut!)...with no luck to FINALLY giving into to calling the only medical centre in town to of course they are full to me HAVING TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL I WAS BORN AT FFS! 

SERIOUSLY! 

TALK ABOUT RELEASING THE PLACE I WAS INCARNATED!!!! 

To finally letting go of ALL CONTROL - because that is exactly what this INTENSE day has been about let alone the past few days of navigating the 5 animals to make sure they are okay in this new environment, to navigating a tween and adjusting to being together in a new space that - she misses her own room and own things as she delicately sets up precisely amazingly neat (compared to her sea of teddies when she was younger that used to drive me instance, but of course I gave her FULL FREEDOM 99% of the time to allow it) to trying to find my work flow out here when my body systems have automatically switched off that saw me fall asleep during the day DEEPLY BECAUSE of this switch off - it was the deepest sleep I had in sooo long because of the environment conducive to such... YEP - INTENSE! 

BUT - the big part is (well, so many! Ha!) - is that - this NO MORE WORK MODE! As my mentor so gently reminded me - 'You've left work mode behind too - purpose mode ON' - along those lines anyway and I was like YES! But it took until today to FEEL that. 

After the deepest midday sleep ever yesterday and bawling my eyes out then SURRENDERING to the hospital I was born at - I began to feel release.... of any control of any self imposed, man made schedule! 

Yes I still have trainings to attend to - but a HUGE part of this reset I now see - is to get me back into TOTAL flow outside of the 9-5 collective.... 

I had forgotten this part of me back... or something.. Who knows what it was... but this Hannah, this purpose mode FULL FLOW Hannah with sooo much flowing through me has been... phenomenal to feel. 

Yet - all of this - crumbling, softening... releasing... 

Through tears and tears and tears and being fine and being fine and then more tears... because I KNOW what this is all about now... just.. can't put it into words, let a lone a 'short' blog here.. 

Because this entire process? 

Is the Ear Chakra Consciousness. 🙄

Want to talk about following your Soul's work and trusting what you're being guided to do and create in the world? 

Oh yeah, and don't worry - I looked up toe.... left foot, 4th toe to be precise if you want to check it out for yourself... (or did you already 😉🤣). Talk about Ear Chakra Consciousness! Funny how I even mentioned about 'not being a victim' before too - as it has been running through my mind... 

With how much I used to share my Heart my WHOLE heart.. .and then it kept getting shut down - well, I let it - and this entire process this past 12 months has been a journey to open it back up again... and out here - the FLOW - the DESIRE - for me to write - like this here right now? And SHARE ALL OF ME AGAIN? 

Has been ALL that has wanted to flow out of me... and this freedom to be 100% me again? #priceless as they say. 

It is this, that the true me - my SOUL has been craving the freedom of and releasing myself from that home... has given me this gift and the shake up of the 9-5 routine, structured 'safe' routine that was so Soul suffocating that collectively I was entangled in - that I don't even know how I did, being the free me that I am.. yet, here I am resetting myself for my next level. 

As - the Ear Chakra Consciousness? 

Is all about Manifestation baby! 

Having - this time last year almost to the date - taking myself off government support, and turning Reality Awareness into a company - has seen me adjust to a whole new reality and this now - this level of freedom? 

Gosh.. this is what I have been working my whole damn life for - since I incarnated! Ha! 

No wonder I am here right now.. with this realisation and the willingness to release - let alone the 'feeling mis-understood' - with me stepping up this next level ie packing up my home and getting in the car and doing WHAT WE WANT - has triggered sooooooo many people (not family this time thank goodness - well, that I am aware of at this stage 🤣) and it makes me second guess... only for a moment.. but boy do I feel the judgements left right and centre, especially when the sun is shining back home and no cyclones due anymore... 

Yet, today I found out that my beach back home, yes MY beach... is now contaminated with sewerage water and is closed to the public due to a pipe near by busting in the storms.... who knows if it has reached the drinking/showering/house water, but of course, they wouldn't advertise that or everyone would lose it. That beautiful lake, that hasn't been the same for ages is also now, completely full of... well poo. Nice! #not! I guess the reasons I left... are coming to LIGHT! 

Just when I began to wonder what I did this for - every single time a sign, a message, they show me - piece by piece, why I am here right now. 

After asking for activations and sleeping under the stars last night, whilst conversing and every time I spoke another shooting star - just to confirm they heard me - and trying to sleep with the dogs constantly on alert hearing the thumping of the kangaroos as we slept out in the middle of no where to waking full of anger - talk about CLEARING AND RELEASING! 

Its been HUGE!

And it ain't over yet. 

When I finally surrendered and took myself to the hospital that I was born in - to them still having me on record at the original station I lived at for the first two years of my life... talk about clearing right? 

I had to come back here... to TRULY SET MYSELF FREE!!!! 

Free from the constraints of the doctors energy that 'helped me enter this world' and everything else that goes along with... everything ever since... 

No wonder I have been breaking down and shedding tears through this 'switched off system mode'! 

Tears were pouring when I was trying to get the damn splinter out... but when . I realised that it happened - so I HAD to go tot he hospital? They (Spirit) knew I wouldn't have gone otherwise and that was so significant that... my tears turned into tears of realisations... because I know what this is clearing out. 

Everything is about to happen at once and in six weeks time... my life is going to look, feel and be very, very different. THIS is what the tears were about.. because it is this.. that I have been consciously creating this past 4 years. 

It's actually hard to put into words. But boy do I feel it not just in my bones - but my entire BEING!

Ear Chakra Consciousness. 

Dreams into Physical Manifestation. (THIS I am sooo excited to share in the Ear Chakra Consciousness! After 4 years online of manifesting my ass off in sooo many ways! Sooo much to share on this one and HANGING to get this out of me to the world!) 

Birthing of your Purpose in way you couldn't have perceived possible before. 

The SOFTENING - the OPENING - the RECEIVING - the FEMININE RECEPTIVITY OF BEING

An entirely new way of BEING. 

The Beautiful Magenta Pink Ear Chakras. 

Are you... listening to the calling of your Soul? 

It never makes sense, until you arrive. 

It never comes together until you DO IT. 

But are you... listening to the calling of your Soul - so it can show you?

Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen 👑

P.S. In deep honour of me trusting my intuition in ways I never knew I could, nor thought I would before - nothing like I have ever perceived before - I have been guided to offer $49 30min Psychic Readings. 

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