Kinda interesting when people talk behind my back saying Iβve been under the influences of dark forces and black magic
Feb 10, 2021
Kinda interesting when people talk behind my back saying I’ve been under the influences of dark forces and black magic. I always find shit out - you know - the truth ALWAYS surfaces thing? That one... gossip flies and the wings always land it to where they need to be shown the truth about a person - that’s what happens when you walk in truth. You always get shown the real from the fake, from the envious, from the weeds and the flowers...
Would be amazing if they had the guts/balls to say it to my face, but no π€ makes me wonder why this is π€
What’s even more amazing is that people are super uncomfortable with EMOTIONS!
I’ve realised that’s what it is.
I express myself fully.
I talk loudly.
I express - loudly.
People get embarrassed when I’m just having a conversation in the street with me or out to dinner in a restaurant..
Because I talk passionately and have strong opinions about things.
I speak how it is.
I speak... the truth - LOUDLY.
I get angry.
I get passionate.
And if these EMOTIONS make you uncomfortable and are ‘dark’ to you... perhaps you better ASK MORE QUESTIONS.
Emotions are uncomfortable...
If me getting firey and angry at times makes you uncomfortable - why are you still reading?
I was told twice in the last week, ‘you seem really angry’ - yeah, sure am right now - I’ve suppressed myself for two years and been depressed because of it.... coming back into joy, ain’t happen with a flick of the switch overnight, it’s a process and a deep, deep, unravelling one at that.
If reality scares you...
If reality confronts you...
If reality makes you super uncomfortable and judge it to be dark...
Oh honey.... the 3D realty aka PHYSICAL REALITY is dark!
It’s called DENSITY!
We can’t ascend into the light if we ain’t able to transcend the darkness and take radical responsibility for this density called reality that you are walking this plane on...
Or you simply wouldn’t be here.
We can’t transform darkness to light if you’re scared to face reality - the cold hard reality of the pain, the trauma, the hard stuff...you can’t just blow light into that and it’s done.(although many wish and think they can).
It takes walking the thing called emotions and navigating the reality that’s called your Life, this body, this mind... WITH Soul...
Soul = Light/Conscious Mind/Energy/Feelings
Body = Dark/Unconscious Mind/Density/Emotions
You can’t be one without the other - one would call that disconnect to physical reality.
Mastery is the divine balance of both...
If you’re seeing the darkness in me - you’re seeing my Light, how far I’ve travelled the darkness you’re not willing to own deep inside you - yet....
The magik and darkness within me, triggering the fuck out of you... reflecting back - that which you’re running from.. but still continue to follow me, read my post, watch me and more... why is that do you think?
Funny thing about those who gossip and talk but don’t have the balls to say it to my face... makes me laugh and cry all at the same time...
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The Pheonix... no... the DRAGON has returned
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I suppressed myself for two years.... if you came into my field in this time, you really don’t know who I am...
Right now the fake skin is shedding and roaring because I fell into the spiritual trap of suppressing my voice in ‘humbleness’ - fuck that...
I was gratefully tagged in this post the other day and it was like a roaring YES π₯
"humble
/ΛhΚmb(Ι)l/
1.β¨having or showing a modest or low estimate of one's importance. similar: meek, differential, respectful, submissive, self-effacing, unassertive
β¨β¨2. of low social, administrative, or political rank.
"she came from a humble, unprivileged background”
Similar: humiliate, abase, demean, belittle, lower, degrade, debase
Being humble is really important in society. It’s revered in the spiritual community too.
I believe by those who escaped religion, but still use it as a foundation that dictates who they are whether consciously, subconsciously (All of this society for hundreds of years is affected by this)
To keep small, out of sight. To stay poor and lowly. To keep us from our power, to make us believe it isn’t even there.
I will never be humble, I don’t think it’s great. I think it’s been the single most damaging thing born of religion because it’s carried on like this insidious disease to people thinking they are spiritually superior (also a derivative of religion, even if you aren’t religious).
It’s a lie. It’s a farce. It’s a false sense of who you really are.
Fuck being humble. Come into your power and be loud about it.” - @thehealedmother
Here here.
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What I've been working on behind the scenes.. is just about to DROP!
No wonder all of the weeds are coming out!
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