MY PEOPLE PLEASING ALMOST KILLED MY COMPANY π³
Dec 15, 2022MY PEOPLE PLEASING ALMOST KILLED MY COMPANY π³
It’s an interesting journey learning the gig of business, CEO and entrepreneurship. Let alone trying to 'figure out' your Life Purpose at the same time - phew!
And it’s even more interesting that lately I’ve seen many posts recently ‘in my face’ about how you shouldn’t spend all your business money on buying stupid shit and ‘should’ be investing it wisely and most of these posts end with - because I learnt this lesson the hard way or, this is what I did so learn from me so you don’t repeat this mistake type gig…
And I kind screw my face up, tilt my head and then smile…. And if I had the chance to do it all again, I would do the exact same thing again.. some may call that insane. I call it - a process and the journey of learning and how I did it was perfect for me.
It is also a ‘stage’ you reach in your business to be able to invest money into investments to expand your wealth portfolio…. When you come from nothing and build everything from scratch pouring everything you earn back into your business - necessities of basic human living ARE and were my very first investments, aside from the business and myself.
I call it freedom of following what is right for me. I would not have learnt the lessons I did if I didn’t do what I have done - every step of the way.
If I ‘thought logical’ about investing $30kUSD for the first year in a mentor when my business was doing less than $2k a month back in 2018 on a good month, well, I definitely would not have had a $6k month just months afterwards and then made $100k in less than 5 months just after that. I do believe that investing in high level mentors does accelerate you more than you can ever imagine - but you have to WANT to accelerate. It’s definitely not for everyone, but then hey, not everyone is a Natural Born Leader.
If I had ‘thought logical’ about getting off government single parent benefits or going to the car dealership so I had a decent car to drive my daughter and I around in… you know - the basic human needs to function in society - things that you use to LIVE. Well, know, I don’t call those stupid ideas - because they were all investments in ME, in MYSELF. And I would do it ALL over again. Investing in myself is STILL and always will be my number 1 priority.
I remember hearing from a millionaire mentor about 2-3 years into this online gig, that there are 3 ways to build your business:
- Get an investor
- Save from your ‘normal day job’
- Invest everything you earn right back into your business
I was in awe when I heard that, that day, i remember it like it was yesterday - like time stood still, not knowing really what I was doing other than following the next step that felt right and homeschooling and raising my daughter in between… number 3 - is what I had been doing for the entire time and didn’t even know there were other options - I was just doing what I thought was right - and it was - for me. It helped me not be so hard on myself when for those first 2-3 years it was very hard, questioned myself, lost my family due to the ‘industry I was promoting, living and creating in my online business’ π³ - it was VERY hard and I see why most give up.
I will be the first to admit learning how to run a business as a highly intuitive empath who was determined to NOT live on minimum wage and has had dreams of billionaire status since 2005 when it all originally dropped in - that stepping into figuring out the online tech stuff when I am wild and free wildfire hippie raver bogan at heart - I do not go with the flow - I CREATE the flow - it was a very distinct energy shift to learning the online tech gig - switching from intuition to logical figuring out stuff (the amount of times I wanted to throw my computer out the window THROUGH the glass! π) and then getting up and live-streaming for psychic readings, or distance healings for clients that take us back to Egypt in it’s prime and beyond - that ultimately? ….. Set my daughter and I free. The switch between logical business figuring shit out to intuitive wild and free flow was definitely a skill to play in both worlds that was a huge adjustment to my system and life.
I remember being sooo excited to have an iPad to begin my online business. That fast got upgraded to a desktop computer. Then two iPhones, then a laptop and lightning equipment, let alone filming gear and software apps to run it all… phew. Exhilarating and huge to learn…. But it gave me the foundations… of our new life. I broke out of the system, out of the norm.
When I began I did not have the resources to pay for a marketing team, admin team or even an assistant or pay for advertising.
So I did it all myself. Which I didn’t think twice about. I just did it. As a mother, and an Ancient Blooded Healer - we just do things and then only realise what we hold, what we do, what we achieve when someone points out - “Um, how did you do ALL THAT??”
And we kinda look around and realise… because we aren’t fucking normal that is why.
That is why we are the Leaders, the Entrepreneurs, the Healers, the ONES.
Simple.
But complex.
And sensitive as fuck.
Feel everything.
And some.
And I’m getting sidetracked.
The reality is we CAN do everything.
And yet, it isn’t until we learn that we don’t have to and then figure out and even find the right team and…
The things they don’t tell you is that it takes time to find the right team.
It takes guts, balls and a deep trust in self to hire and fire. And the people pleaser MUST GO if you are to drive this baby!
Not only that, but it takes a deep understanding of even wtf you are doing in your Intuitive Life Purpose business - because the part they don’t tell you - this isn’t a standard marketing business, or a sell my necklace or food business.
This is pure heart and Soul Life Purpose Legacy Building Business baby and there ain’t no blueprint for your Unique Soulprint.
You can definitely take someone’s strategy and try and implement, but I guarantee you it will only get you so far and are you even Soul satisfied in that??
Your Life Purpose Soulprint may not be to have an online business - and that’s okay! Then this is not for you…
But if you have that drive to step outside the norm, live a life where you can work from anywhere, create your own schedule and do what you LOVE to do because life is here for that and why would you live any other way??
Then Manifesting Magic is for you. These are the final days as doors are closing.
To FREEDOM and life YOUR WAY π₯
Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen π
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