Part #1 of 3. (Graphic post) This time 3 years ago two American Staffordshire Terriers mauled me

Part #1 of 3. (Graphic post) This time 3 years ago two American Staffordshire Terriers mauled me and I died. I was in hospital for 5 days and then followed a gruelling 18 months of recovery. The psychological effect of having two animals that you love come at you (they were my neighbours dogs, but I am an animal lover and have worked with animals all my life), threw me ten fold and some. 

Still today 3 years on, if a dog that looks similar to them is anywhere near me or walking towards me - even on a lead I will make myself scarce and move as far away as possible from them. 

That day, that experience, the last 3 years, has changed me. I am not who I once was. 

I was fighting them off, screaming and punching them with my hands but when they knocked me to the ground and I couldn’t get away, still hitting them whilst one had locked it’s jaw on my gumboots (wellingtons) I think so often how if I didn’t have those gumboots on they would’ve ripped my calf muscle clean off and I wouldn’t be here today writing this. 

Whilst the other one kept trying to latch to my other leg whilst I was punching it’s head it suddenly grabbed my finger and then began to move towards my head and suddenly I was on my back in tug-o-war, one on my leg and one on my finger. Screaming at the top of my lungs, sooo loud my face was vibrating like speakers do when the bass is too loud, screaming help me so loud over and over again my own ears were piercing knowing at the same time I was laying in the middle of the paddock on 250 acres with no one around to hear me… at some point, my heart gave way and I passed out cold. 

I am not sure how the dog didn’t grab my entire hand, but thank fuck, I am so fucking thankful it didn’t as I have lost the use of my little finger. I thought it took it off, as I heard the pop and some miraculous way how it was tug-o-warring with my finger, some 80kgs each on either end of my body, it stayed on - literally by a thread (I guess the tendon somehow).

I was talking to my dad on the phone when I was in the ER and he said, ‘But how did you get the dogs off you?’ And I went into a daze and was silenced… All these flashbacks came back, that I didn’t remember nor even consider questioning until that moment he asked me. 

A Being, was floating/standing above me but behind my head - I was laying on the grass in the paddock - a huge Being. I don’t know who it was, it was more a very tall geometrical shape, like it was in a geometrical vehicle, but a cocoon type thing, but it was a Being. It would’ve been the size of what we see giants in Tartaria images to be today. It was floating there - and it came from a long tunnel portal that I could also see behind it where it travelled from I guess. I can’t say it was an Archangel or any other Being that I can place, I just know it was a Benevolent Being - that I can still feel today. 

I am not sure how long I was out for or where I went, but when I came back, but was a the same time as the Being floating there, but before I came back?! Time was not the same in those moments so I don’t actually know - I had gone to the dark (many people go to the light, but where I went, it was black) and just before I came back into my body, which by then in those memories, I was sitting up resting on my hands looking at the dogs running back to the hole in the fence from which they came. Before I landed back in my body I was in the black portal speaking to someone and then came to in my body and until Dad asked me on the phone - I didn’t remember. 

I staggered back to get the keys to drive to hospital, but when I looked down at my legs when I took my gumboots off and saw the huge tooth holes in my legs I screamed to my daughter to call an ambulance (by some miraculous reason she was asleep and didn't hear me screaming out near her window and thank goodness, cause I don't want to think what would've happened that day if she had woken up and seen/heard it) and went and lay on the bathroom floor, leg up on the sink and waited 2.5hrs for the ambulance to get there. The things I did in shock I guess saved me. The things people do in shock, many don’t understand and mis-interpret and then all the years they are just coping and not present with their life. 

Many people stay in shock for years functioning because they just have to. Then when their body is collapsing, giving way and breaking out with illness, they wonder what is going on - but they haven’t processed the trauma that has kept them back in those moments for which whatever happened to them. Trauma can be a relationship break up, losing a loved one or having an accident. And any teeny tiny upset can create trauma in the body. Trauma is so mis-understood and I have been teaching it since 2005 and yet this experience, I gained skills, knowledge and wisdom beyond anything that I could ever imagine. Ethics and integrity in teaching anything is something I highly value. I know I went through this for many reasons - but one, was definitely to have a deep inside view and understanding to teach it with a depth and wisdom that only one who has walked through - can truly unlock and heal for others. #lifepurposerules 

I reflect on the dog attack a lot. I have processed a lot. I can go weeks without thinking about it and then suddenly it all comes back. This time last year on the 2 year mark, I didn’t even think about it. But this year, for some reason, on the 3 year mark, it has felt like death warmed up for weeks leading up to this day. 

I am grateful to be here sharing this story. I am grateful to be alive. And whilst many things happened after this event that I am still comprehending and making sense of all the pieces I am understanding it to this day, I know that I was brought back for a reason. 

I am here to change the world. I know that the old Hannah didn’t have the emotional capacity nor tenacity to carry out this mission. I know that I died that day and came back - a different person. Everyday since that day, after 18 months of emotional healing, the last 18 months has been re-writing my entire company structure, content and vision to support what it is truly meant to be in this world. If I had died that day and not come back - Reality Awareness would’ve died with me and that.. is not the vision of Reality Awareness that was given to me in August 2006 in a meditation that I unexpectedly received that I am carrying out - still today. 

I came back to leave a Legacy. It is greater than me. It is greater than my personal life. It is greater than just making the monies. Although in today’s current society to have a great impact, you need to understand and grow wealth. It is about healing the mental state of the world, the inner word of humans who are creating this dimensional reality as we currently know it. 

It is a Legacy that is here to change the world. 

Part 2 of 3 - tomorrow. 

If I died that day, how would you reflect on how I have impacted your life? If you are called, I would love to hear it in the comments 🤍🕊

Love, Hannah
the Life Purpose Queen 👑

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