SACRIFICE, DEDICATION, COMMITMENT = PURPOSE

SACRIFICE, DEDICATION, COMMITMENT = PURPOSE - that's what dreams are made of. Anyone who tells me otherwise is lying! 

Maybe - the word Purpose needs to be substituted for the word Dreams. I like calling them dreams. Labels are good for understanding consciousness... then the next stage in the evolution of your consciousness is releasing the labels... and then life really begins 😉

I realised this morning.... how long I actually hold on to things. 

Not things as such... but the hurts - that someone says to me, or makes a passing comment to me and I don't voice it in the moment (used to not voice it in the moment!) but hold onto the hurt... and it shuts me down. 

Or like a sensitive feather of my Soul, is cut at the quill. 

This past 6-9 months has been a journey into 'why' have I shut myself down so much? Why did I stop sharing my Heart? 

You may have noticed in my few recent blogs, I am opening up more and more again... sharing more of me. 

Maybe I shut it down, because the quills had been cut away that much and I had no flight left in me... yet, I didn't even realised. 

This morning I went to my first yoga class in what seems like years. The actual studio I went to, after trying to repeat myself to explain it's been years, then eventually dropping to the core of when was 14 years ago, then she realised 'how long' since I had been there. 

I stopped teaching in person yoga and attending classes, when I chose to DEDICATE myself to building purely Reality Awareness online back in 2016. I could feel after 10 years of consistent yoga, my body was craving the break and it was a relief at the time. 

Yet this past year, has seen me feeling my body wanting that feeling again. It was just over a year ago I bought myself a beautiful yoga mat... but I had a tonne of resistance to it. I know why too. 

When I left teaching in person, I also left a company I was facilitating the Yoga Teacher Training for. After 6 months, I reached out to them again.. and after a few unexpected heated communications I was told I wasn't fit to teach yoga teacher training (even though they trained me and I was facilitating the training for him!). Heartbroken. Yep. However, at that moment in time, I was about to release to the public my Lightfilled Yoga Classes Online, that... I realised at that time - that unspoken energy that consciously I was unaware that, that is how they really felt about me - was sitting there! #clear

When I bought my new yoga mat at the start of last year (on Valentines Day it arrived actually! And it is a Self Love Yoga Mat specifically!) and was significant for me to start loving myself again. 

I have done a few classes on that mat at home, but nothing consistent. I knew, and anyone knows, that when we are resistant to something, we have feelings about our reality we aren't wanting to face. Plain and simple. I was very aware... that this hurt, this shut down. this out of the blue wtf - this is how you've felt about me the whole time? (or is it because I left to build my own empire 👑🤔), that those feelings had stuck to me. Or... my quills had been cut some more. 

For whatever reason, this morning I went to a class. A class I love, with a teacher whom I love, from all those years ago. And something shifted. It wasn't an overnight decision. I had been working up to this for weeks! Months actually, now I think about it! 

However, this post is more than just about this yoga class. Yet, it is super symbolic of something and tears were falling majority of that class for me, alongside a HUGE pile of heart felt, deep centred gratitude. 

What triggered it, was in class... I couldn't place my knuckles of my right hand on the ground. After teaching and attending classes for 10 years - this was super noticeable for me, I was like wtf?! (it's super important to have your knuckles firming pushing int he mat, or you do damage to your wrists). 

I stopped in class held my hand. What is this? Of course, it dropped in. (Ask and you shall receive). For the past 3-4 years solidly - I have been holding my mouse at my computer! So intense right?! My left hand was fine, normal, like it should be and how I have always experienced it to be on my yoga mat. 

It was this dawning moment that it was like the floodgates opened. Soooo many realisations poured through. 

That not only what I have sacrificed to get where I am today, but.... now I am on the other side? 

All those lovely feelings of bliss, gratitude, follow your heart, ease and flow? NOW that is what I am experiencing. 

Yet, this recent road trip was the 'break in reality' 'the energy shift' - that showed me HOW I can do this now. 

The past 6-9 months of deeply knowing I had 'made it' and what I did all the work for in the first place - yet, the chains still tied on and just not knowing how to break out of the schedule I had created for myself. 

A few trips here and there - but this last one, was the reality shifter in showing me - the freedom I had REALLY created for myself, including my car - which - is another thing that's been on my mind! 

Even one of my clients said something along the lines of the significance it means for me is more than they realise/know. And it made me wonder and yes, I do talk about it a lot and how people even have a huge judgement of me of my car choices and what I choose to do in the world with that. 

I had been thinking to not talk about it anymore... yet, that would be cutting off my own damn quills when they are just beginning to grow back! NO THANKS!! 

I realised my car means FREEDOM to me. My back story on the depth of the car scenario I think is another post in itself... 

Yet, who has the freedom to drop everything and leave tomorrow because... they CAN... let alone - they want to? 

Driving on this road trip - for some reason I took all our camping gear it ALL fit in the car, including all my work equipment to work on the road. Yet, we stayed in cabins.. and didn't even use it... however, it was the Universe showing me, just how I can do it and... well... you know what is coming then hey? 🤩

And that was part of the realisation this morning... (and so much more that flooded through as you can imagine!)... that the amount of SACRIFICES I have made to get where I am today... to enable myself this level of freedom.. 

From people tearing me down telling me: 

• you can't do it
• you can't make money doing this spiritual stuff
• stop doing this psychic shit
• if you don't stop doing this I won't love you anymore 
• you can't do it that way 
• you can't parent the way you are 
• go and get a real job 
• and on and on and on and on

And you can see why my quills have been cut. 

However, they are starting to grow back... with me realising that... 

• Reality Awareness has made $162k this past year alone, NOW effortlessly that is rapidly increasing every year... with where Reality Awareness is expanding to - without pushing anymore. I Used to push.. not anymore... (that's a whole nother blog in itself) 
• I can work anytime I choose, when I choose, doing what I LOVE 
• So much so - it DOESN'T FEEL LIKE WORK EVER BECAUSE I DO WHAT I LOVE MY PURPOSE IS MY PASSION IT IS MY LIFE IT IS WHO I AM
• I don't seem to hear from those people who tell me I can't do it anymore... well, they've definitely gone quiet on the 'get a real job' thing... how interesting 🤔
• That.. now, what feels like the hardest part is done and stabilised... I am soooo excited to move onto the next phase of my 10 year Purpose Plan that is in full swing and... 

The most important part? 

Is that more and more synchronicities are opening up more than I ever dreamed possible. 

SACRIFICE, DEDICATION, COMMITMENT = PURPOSE

This morning I realised how much I am now in a place of releasing all those hurts and pains that have been cutting my quills the past 3 years. 

All the comments that I take deeply to heart, as my Cancer Moon, Pisces Rising, Sensitive Heart does without question... just 'how could they'... but I just turn right away from them and not give them another ounce of my attention, but deeply align to those that are also SACRIFICE, DEDICATION, COMMITMENT = PURPOSE.

That... my feathers are growing back... and in that growing back, is my expansion to my Purpose in the next phase and level of my business, growth and evolution of consciousness. 

When I commit to something, I dive in whole heartedly and give my all. To my work, to my relationships - to anything. 

That has, somewhat been detrimental at times, not having boundaries that's all that was. Now, that solidarity commitment to whatever I dedicate my heart to, is still there, just now with boundaries and that makes it even more solid ultimately. 

You see anyone can make money... 

But are they burnt out, stressed, having heart attacks because it feels like insurmountable pressure and the joy and life is sucked out of them? 

Or are the in full dedicated purpose, passion and FLOW, let alone JOY? 

I have reached a point where the sacrifices don't need to be made anymore... but that wasn't the case in the start, and I whole heartedly believe that I wouldn't have been able to do it without that in the start, let alone the dedicated committed solid work. 

Sacrificed time with myself. 

Sacrificed time with my daughter. 

Sacrificed my favourite tv show instead, chose to film my online courses. 

Sacrificed money for things I love to fuel my business expenses instead. 

Sacrificed sleep so I could film and record in the midnight house when everyone was asleep and it was the quietest time in the house so I didn't stress out about noise. 

Sacrificed friendship coffee dates and more to get my live-streaming and blog writing done and other business set ups and more done. 

Sacrificed my dog walking to tend to clients instead. 

Sacrificed cleaning my house to do my business instead. 

Sacrificed eating to get my work done instead. 

Some people may call that a workaholic. 

Show me - someone in the world, whose company started with ease from nothing - from zilch - and didn't take dedicated long hours into he night and equal early mornings.... 

Some people call this Sacrifice... 

However... when you are truly on purpose and DEDICATED to your Souls' work.. 

It never feels like Sacrifice.

It feels like a no brainer and just what you do. You don't even think twice about it. 

And you screw your nose up at people who tell you they don't have time to do that or don't have fill in the blank to do it. (that just doesn't compute in my brain!)

Because for you... you find a way. You MAKE time. You just do it. 

No matter what it takes. 

SACRIFICE, DEDICATION, COMMITMENT = PURPOSE. 

It isn't that it stops here... it is that it expands here. 

The hardest part, is always at the start. No matter how long it takes. 

Is it worth it? I bet everyone who has done it, says OF COURSE! 

Love, Hannah 
The Life Purpose Queen 👑

 Without a deep, centred, grounded trust in myself and what I have been guided to do - I wouldn't be where I am today. 

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Without the deepest trust in self - you can't birth your purpose - nor even know what it is! As there are layers of releasing all the times you haven't trusted yourself to even remember what you came to Earth to do. And that can go deep into the past. In Trust Your Intuition - that's exactly what we 'do'.

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