If there was one word to describe 2019 for me it has been 'Structural Change' (yes, that is two words!)

If there was one word to describe 2019 for me it has been 'Structural Change' (yes, that is two words!) 💠

I woke up this morning feeling a fresh wave of focused, clear energy flowing through and the past 3 days of fasting has sent clarity waves and high productivity through the roof! Sooo good and JUST what I have needed after what seems like my HIBERNATION IS OVER! 

August marks 18 months since I began a structural overhaul to Reality Awareness and even though it is not totally complete, the clarity, the 'what lays ahead', the - 'Oh my gosh, I finally am getting it now!' is REAL! 😍

That hasn't come without walking through FIRE though! 

After realising that I had made $100k in 7 months back in February this year, more structural changes came in thick, fast and strong and oh my has it been a wave to ride and what I have learnt most out of this entire thing? 

PROTECT YOUR DREAM AND DON'T LET ANYBODY TELL YOU HOW IT SHOULD BE OTHER THAN WHAT YOUR HEART WANTS ❤️❤️❤️FULL FUCKING STOP ❤️❤️❤️

I began this online journey back in 2016 and in 2005, when I began this spiritual journey - everyone thought I was crazy back then - and then I came online in 2016 and began sharing my heart and OMG the amount of push back, people telling me to stop doing this Psychic Shit and no - what are you talking about not working 9-5 and living and doing whatever you want when you want - seriously Hannah 'pull your head in and get a job' 'you can't have those crazy out there dreams' 'you're not living in reality' are just to name but some of the words that I have heard over the years. 

Funnily enough, most aren't saying those sorts of things to me anymore 🤔#funnythat

Maybe because I have walked away from pretty much all the people that have said those sorts of things to me! Walk through fire? Oh, I know that one WELL! 🔥🔥🔥

PROTECT YOUR DREAM AND DON'T LET ANYBODY TELL YOU HOW IT SHOULD BE OTHER THAN WHAT YOUR HEART WANTS ❤️❤️❤️

The amount of times I have cried my eyes out leaving relationship after relationship and not just intimate partnership, I am talking friends, family - anyone who said a negative word about what I was doing in my life and business #gone. Walked away and shut the damn door. Most of them, for good. 

People think that is the 'wrong' thing to do. People think that I am 'avoiding life' by doing that. People think that 'that's not right to leave everyone in your past'. People think that 'you're supposed to talk to family and continue friendships and relationships that are out of alignment.' - for me? NOPE. 

Why? 

The most important key thing I have learnt on this journey is that if something is out of alignment for me - I FEEL IT TO MY CORE. 

I am not myself, I overeat, I cry more, I am cloudy, I feel lost, I am emotional, I get angry and lose my shit and I am just not happy! 

ALIGNMENT, ALIGNMENT, ALIGNMENT - THIS has been THE most important key to everything I desire! 

Gosh yes, in the start of this online journey/my online business building (for some reason, that felt like a new life for some reason - I guess it is a new reality I began to create I guess!) - that I didn't realise it at the time, but I was looking for someone to build this with! I wanted to live this freedom lifestyle WITH someone - build it with them, create the life of my dreams with them. 

And so, relationship after relationship and omg did I cause myself some pain! 

After so much turmoil and many attempts, I would pick myself back up every time and then it would happen again. Until one day - I reached my limit with it. 

I made a vow I would not be with anyone until my business and my life was at a certain point. 

'Fine! I'll build it myself!' And I became my own knight in shining armour! 

Little did I know that my longing to build it with someone, was not only a block to my wealth - I was afraid of my own damn POWER 🔥My own damn LIGHT 🌟

Then... it happened again! If you have been following me for a while - you would've seen and heard about my 'fall' at the end of last year and what I went through... and then.. I picked myself up and said NO MORE. 

And this time, I have stuck to it! 

Yet - this past week has seen two ex's literally rock up on my front door step one day apart (lucky it wasn't the same day hey 🤣 that would have been #awkward ) and I hadn't had contact with either of them for months - one of them for 3 years! 

When the first one turned up - later that day I had realised that I said to the Universe several weeks ago - 'Whoever I am meant to be with, will have to turn up on my doorstep!' 

Now - the old Hannah would've gone running back because I had said that. Yet, what this showed me was - UM NO WAY. NOT that one. 

Of course I doubted it, of course I questioned - oh but why did I ask that and then that happened?? 

But I KNEW that would be sabotage of the highest order if I ever even considered entertaining that! ❌

Even when he said, 'Well you need to move past it' (meaning my last straw incident) and I was like, 'Er, why?' He said, 'Well, it is an energetic block, blocking you and we need to move forward.' I was like, 'We?' No more we. Not even friends. Nope. 

'Friends' in my reality right now almost do not exist. This has been the most quiet time, the ONLY time I have ever known my life to be this 'lonely' but it isn't alone feeling AT ALL. 

For the first time in my life? 

I AM HAPPY! I LOVE being alone! My own company? That? Gosh, whoever comes along is going to have to be pretty good to beat that one! 

I always used to feel lonely in the real alone sense... that longing for someone, for a partner, a lover... nope. Not anymore. THAT desire has long gone 🔥

And thank fuck for that! Because I know that that longing - is what created all the unhealthy relationships I have ever had to date BECAUSE I wasn't in this space of deeply loving myself, let alone my own company. 

Of course I had little pangs of sadness and acknowledged the little grief that surfaced about it. That man would've married me I know and of course my mind goes into options of that - but - what is more important to me? ALIGNMENT. Of course, I will always love him, for what he showed me (taught me how to love myself!), but that doesn't mean I choose to be with him. 

Alignment is more important to me. My happiness is more important to me than some relationship. I am more important to me than some relationship. 

I felt what it was like to continue to grow and become further and further away of being in alignment with that relationship even when I was still in it - and the longer I stay away from it today, the further I feel from it. 

Then the next one turns up and again shows me how far I had gone away from that space and place. 

It was an incredible reality check of the person I used to be and again - how far away from that space I have grown, especially since 2016. 

And just writing this now - it has dawned on me, why I feel like it is a  new life or so significant about this online gig - because my mindset - creating my reality? MINDSET MINDSET MINDSET - WHICH has brought me into DEEP ALIGNMENT. 

If I had not been journalling everyday with deep commitment since the beginning of 2017 I would NOT be where I am today! Journalling my reality every single day, mindset focus on every area, every single day - has shifted me to this person I am today. Of course, the tools to shift the blocks that come up from the mindset work - because that IS what happens. 

You can't just change your mind and expect your subconscious to wholly agree with you after (enter your age) years of being a certain way! 

That takes dedication, commitment, and oh - did I say commitment? 

EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. 

Along with this - this has been the hugest year of structural change. What do I mean by that? 

Systems have literally been torn apart, ripped down and shredded, burnt into the abyss and new realities literally have been created and they are tender, soft and just getting used to this new life thing. Just like a new born baby getting used to the world, I reckon I am toddler walking stage right now with these structural changes that I began to undertake in April last year 🙃

From living life as a single parent for just over 10 years, always living just myself and my daughter. Then in February removing myself from the government help, even the parenting payment that I am still entitled too - I told them to remove me completely from the system - that was a HUGE change for me. I had been on that system for YEARS. 

I realised at the end of last year, that it was a block to my financial wealth - because I was always 'oh they are going to not let me earn too much' and when I realised that and as soon as I had realised I made my $100k in 7 months, I rang my accountant to give her the go ahead to change Reality Awareness from Sole Trader to a Company and drove straight to Centrelink to remove myself from the system I was FREE!!!

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But OMG structural change? 

Walking in faith with my company continuing to grow? (I'd be more worried if I wasn't doing mindset work and the DEEP internal work that you MUST be doing if you are to grow - if you aren't anywhere near the income level you want to be, or the level of freedom you want to be, you MUST be doing mindset work everyday otherwise, how can you expect to change the way you've been for - how many years?) 

Adjusting to a Company, placing myself on a weekly wage through my company after YEARS of not only scraping through, but just drawing off the business account when I needed to and not being able to do that anymore, adjusting to new structures in tax, learning how online systems work with the tax in Australia and overseas sales, let alone turning up and doing what I do best? 

PLUS we had to change homeschools after 5 years of being at one - that was going on at the same time as the Company switch over back in January - that was huge in itself too! 😳

Then her Dad turning around saying he wasn't paying child support anymore because I was earning so much. MORE STRUCTURAL CHANGE. 

SO. MUCH. CHANGE. 

WHAT AN ADJUSTMENT! 

Has it been easy? No. 

So when people see me now, the ones that used to tell me to stop doing this psychic shit and then they want to come back in now? 

DISCERNMENT ALERT. 

Nope. 

Let alone just having a stronger self worth boundary radar for myself in general. 

PROTECT YOUR DREAM AND DON'T LET ANYBODY TELL YOU HOW IT SHOULD BE OTHER THAN WHAT YOUR HEART WANTS ❤️❤️❤️

The amount of times I heard people put me down and especially those closest to me or extended family that would I guess be embarrassed and perhaps feel a bit envious that I was actually creating the life of my dreams - one even told me, 'Well, we can't have the dream life we want we have to just work' You can imagine what I did with those people right? 

Some people think this sounds harsh. 

Yet, I have been through enough heart ache, trauma and abuse that I am PROTECTING MY DREAM AND DON'T LET ANYBODY TELL ME HOW IT SHOULD BE OTHER THAN WHAT MY HEART WANTS ❤️❤️❤️

That means ANY negative mindset around me, I just won't do it anymore. I CHOOSE NOT TO. #simple 

It wasn't easy to walk away from people I love most. Nope. Guilt? OMG YES. Go back because I felt guilty? Well - I used to do that, but then that became so clear that the only things that come from making a decision out of guilt are heartbreak and despair darker than death Herself, well, I choose not to make decisions out of guilt anymore. Doesn't mean I don't feel it, but I continue to walk forward anyway. (You know, when you say yes, when you mean no? People pleaser alert!)

Because my happiness and ALIGNMENT is more important to me. 

It is like when I received my new car a few months ago - my V8 that I LOVE and have always been a rev head, yet, single mum choices came first for a long time and now I am a position to actually support myself with what I want that, it was a bit of a shock to me - when people would see my new car and the first thing they'd say is, 'that's a bit of an upgrade from the Getz!' And it took me a while and a few people to realise, as I was like, 'Well, I love V8's' - for me, this is who I am - my dream life - the things and standards I want - I can do now - and yet, people, have never seen who I really am. It's quite... interesting... 

Structural Change - Creating New Containers. 

Boundaries

Bank Accounts 

Company Structures 

Lifestyle Choices 

Body Choices

Relationship Choices

Having a Personal Assistant 

Structural Changes - Creating New Containers 

If you don't do the work to create the containers, the foundations to hold all that you are asking for - by taking 100% Responsibility (we are coming up to Divine Step #8 in the 12 Divine Steps to Awaken Your Life Purpose in August - it is, you guess it, Responsibility) - how do you expect the Universe to bring to you what you are asking for? 

If you don't take Radical Responsibility for EVERY AREA of your life - then how do you expect the Universe to support you with that?

How can the new come in - when the old structures are still around? 

Because the thing is, the Universe IS bringing you all you desire - it just depends to what degree of ALIGNMENT you are IN to receive that.

If you've been sooo much internal work and things seem like they are falling apart - the old structures are falling away right now - so you can begin to build those new foundations for your new reality. 

We've just walked through a portal and are still currently 'in between worlds' with the Lion's Gate that began on July 26th and ends on the 8th August - now is the CRUCIAL element time to birth which reality you are choosing and walking into. Literally walking into - which reality for yourself?

MINDSET MINDSET MINDSET, ALIGNMENT ALIGNMENT ALIGNMENT - which - leads you to your highest destiny? 

Are you taking the steps - to Co-Create with the Universe to birth the fruition of your Life Purpose?

You may currently feel like you are out of time, like, 'living out of time' - not in this dimension with these accelerated shifts going on with the collective energies but it is SUPER IMPORTANT to stay GROUNDED through this 'out of time' space - because this is where the most heightened manifestation SOLIDIFIES from - FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS MINDSET MINDSET MINDSET ALIGNMENT ALIGNMENT ALIGNMENT. 

EVERYTHING is heightened right now. 

What structures are you creating/dismantling to come into deep alignment for the fruition of your Life's Purpose? 

Which reality - are you choosing? 

Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen 👑

P.S. GUESS WHAT??? Did you know - that August - marks 3 years that I have been bringing Tuesday Tarot to you? 3 Consecutive Years, 3 Consecutive Tuesdays - never missing one single Tuesday! HUGE! And - CELEBRATION TIME BABY!!! 🥳🎊🥂🎊🥳

If you are wanting to release old structures, don't know how, wanting support to make the biggest life changes you've ever been through or are about to walk through, I have been guided to offer my 3 Month Goal Reacher Program at a Celebratory Offer to deeply support you and say thank you for supporting 3 years of dedication with Tuesday Tarot! (Don't worry Tuesday Tarot aint going anywhere!) Just deeply honouring this HUGE milestone!! 🥳🎊🥂🎊🥳

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