The Ego has been knocked out of me… 🖤

The Ego has been knocked out of me… 🖤

I’ve questioned so many times why I’ve ended up in the country away from my ocean soul… let alone why I was mauled by two dogs and somehow survived…

It has taken me ages to recover…. And I am definitely not who I once was.

I’m definitely quieter.

I observe a fuck tonne more.

I see beyond the veils that people can’t even comprehend - this has amplified since being out here in the country in isolation, let alone where the dogs took me.

This observer mode without my ego driving the show… the know it all me, the narcissistic me, the one who looks down on others, the one who judges harshly, the one whose heart was full of pain…

Is gone.

I am not who I once was.. a part of me not only died when the two dogs took me down and had me in tug-o-war and some Being came and stopped them (ain’t no one else out here on this 250 acre property!)…. A part of me has died being out here on this land.

Lately I have been scared…

Scared that I won’t want to live back in suburbia again one day.

I think I long for convenience and beach and fuck do I miss it so much 🌊 

But when push comes to shove and the houses seem so close together and traffic seems to slow down my tracks and I can’t have the window open for fresh air… is something I notice.

I’ve been scared that I won’t WANT to live in suburbia soon… I can feel that snap of the line, the shift for being here for a lot longer than I thought I’d be.

That line, that snap, that tug… is leading me somewhere else…

To fulfil heart long dreams… to be the version of me I’ve desired to be.

I can feel the snap, the line, the tug, that… for so long I felt like the land hasn’t let me go…

But maybe.. it’s me…

I’ve been so scared that I won’t WANT to live in suburban life again…but maybe, just maybe… it’s been a redirect...

This time on the land out here… with no one… has made me face so many parts of myself I did not know were hidden… but hey… I am in the midst of creating Throat Chakra Consciousness after all - tis the home of the Shadow after all! Silly me!

I forget I live this stuff. I forget my life is one big beautiful masterpiece of my purpose and the reason I am here.

Out here… I’ve been not only living on the outskirts of town, I’ve been on the outskirts of humanity… of people… seeing so many facets of Shadows and understanding the subconscious of reality more than ever before.

I’ve learnt so much from the Land, the Nature Spirits, the Elders and the Star people and it is time… I speak 🗣️ 

Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen 👑 

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