This morning my teenager kittens woke me at 3:18am

This morning my teenager kittens woke me at 3:18am. I am getting used to this waking early gig. It’s what I’ve always done anyway, just 5am is usually standard. However for some reason Spirit wants me up early this week.  

I chose to get up and see the next level of training with my mentor had been released. I realised that’s why Spirit woke me.  

Underneath this coffee release is a feeling of no support, Instability and abandonment. (Btw, I had a coffee this morning and was 100% at peace with this choice). The emotions underneath why coffee has been ‘stuck’ there - oh boy are they flowing.  

The training? Family/Generational Healing of course. And of course in my acupuncture and massage session yesterday (which was the best I’ve ever had btw!) of course she picked up grief and heaviness in my heart. That... wasn’t in the forefront of my ‘feeling’.

I guess I’ve been.... ignoring it?! Or?! Not sure what to do with it? Or...?!  

Maybe it’s due to the fact I’ve been full time 24/7 mumming for 9 months straight that all my ‘spare’ time went into my daughter.  

I’ve cried so much about the family stuff. Have done numerous processes over the year’s and still find there is still stuff there. Yet I know there are threads at every level and to think there isn’t is to live in delusion.  

The heaviness she picked up in my heart made me instantly cry and although I didn’t tell her it was family... that’s... what it was.  

Several weeks ago I had a brilliant business astrology chart done and blew my mind with her clarity of explaining things that had never been explained to me before and how it impacted my business! Woah! Wake up call!  

She mentioned something that had been said to me before - my moon is in cancer and that means family is really important to me (I think from memory!) which made me instantly bawl my eyes out with... what has happened with my family!  

Even though I don’t have contact with 97% of them - the unconscious patterning and threads are still there, especially around money. Until now.  

This morning was a wake up call. Or should I say, release of those threads, which are still unravelling and releasing from my unconscious field.  

Yet, so have the last few weeks of releasing coffee. Who would realise so much is sitting under an addiction right?  

So much has shifted out in this last two weeks, that I see is the end of the 18 month birthing cycle of the old reality that I have been working to release myself from. Anything and anyone from that old paradigm of my life? If they aren’t shifting with me? They are no longer a part of my reality. #huge. #butnewnormal  

Most people won’t.... because most people won’t leave the comfort and safety of their reality.  

Most people want and dream of the lifestyle but won’t make the radical changes required to do so.  

Back to this morning.... with the energetic shift and wake up through the training that was awaiting me when I woke, I decided today (which was always the plan) to implement the new lifestyle changes that I had been feeling and planning (except coffee yet obviously!).  

I finished the training, gathering my thoughts and energy for what just released already, had breakfast and grabbed my dogs to walk them to see the sun over the ocean.  

Not even out the second corner of my streets and another dog and her/his owner walking. Her Retriever excitedly pulling on the lead and he/she sees my dogs.  

I stayed on the opposite side of the road instead of walking on the same side, my chihuahua on his lead and Jasmine, my German Shepherd off lead, as I have trained her to walk. She stops and every road, sits and only goes on command. She won’t leave my side.  

However, that’s obviously not what the other lady thought. The ‘tough’ woman that looked like she hadn’t sleep all night, getting angry without me even realising it with how trained my dog is.   She asked if I needed a lead because she had a spare on and I held up Jasmines lead saying how I had one and, phhh... it was ON. I was shaking and in shock. What the?  

She began bagging me out, calling me a slut and to put some clothes on. I was wearing my denim skirt and gym top as I always do walking so I can carry everything in my pockets like phone, AirPods, keys, dog bags...  

She began crossing the road at me saying how I have a dangerous dog and recording me on her phone and I was just in shock shaking and wtf.  

I warned her then pulled out my phone and called 000 - no way I’m getting harassed on my morning walk by this tough woman who was probably still high on ice as she came at me filming me on her phone when I didn’t even do anything but live my life, walk my very well trained dogs (something I pride myself in), and just.... left flabbergasted.  

She continued to follow me - I don’t think she believed I was calling the police and ran into the service station when she realised I was.  

The police told me she probably had a bad night and almost laughed when I told him I had a German Shepherd and Chihuahua. I have had that sense of connection with policemen before when they see I have a German Shepherd. They know them. He told me to keep walking and so I did once I told him she’d gone into the service station.  

I walked away holding back howling tears of shock and grief knowing full well what ‘attracted’ that situation as I crossed the busy main road to get into the seclusion of the housing before reaching the bush land, my solace before the ocean - the entire time mantring in my head, “I choose to continue to rise no matter what, I choose to continue to rise no matter what, I choose to continue to rise, no matter what.” (Because this always happen every time you up level - it’s confirmation - treat it as such)  

Part of what has hurt my heart, or perhaps it has been a flow on effect or, whatever it is, is that I stopped exercising recently for... what reason, I know what a few of them are exactly, precisely actually that I’m not feeling called to share here right now, yet under the core of why I stopped and the ‘reasons’ - and a huge part of this wake up of coffee addiction - has been just how much I don’t love myself and haven’t since.... the first instance I remember being shut down by a significant family member as a child.  

It created a belief system within me that I have been deeply unravelling for several Months now and this ‘reflection in my reality’ this morning showing me first hand that I just upleveled and what is now being released out of my field.  

A few trains of thought pouring through about it:  

- the always being picked on for living my life and living a ‘free’ and ‘good’ life

- The incident at high school coming to surface about the girls in the year above me that always threatened to bash me because she was now with the guy I lost my virginity to and she always hated me for it. Slut was my name to them.  

The other part at how much I really have up leveled my life in this past 18 months and how many people I have let go of out of my immediate field, strong boundaries I’ve set in my business, new systems, structures and potent people that I’ve chosen to surround myself with as we head into 2020.  

Energetic environment is everything and I feel like I truly understand this at core level now and this that happened this morning?  

Well I was already on my way to the beach to do the powerful releasing ritual in the sand that I share with my clients that I use time and time again when I have up levelled and are energetically ready to physically let it go out of my field.  

It just so happens, The Universe was showing me something else I had to release that I had forgotten about.  

Those high school memories were a pivotal age for me at 14, like I share, that is when we are coming into our divine balance of masculine and feminine and since then I have had to have the tough girl brave shell on, let alone the emotional and physical abuse I copped from my step father at home at the same time.  

No wonder this has all been coming up for release as I shift into deeper and deeper levels of self love, which is the core... of all of your dreams realised 💗💗💗  

Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen 👑  

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I will be officially releasing this later today, so keep your eyes out, as there is an introductory offer for the first 10 people that is first in gets the golden duck so to speak! Or... the Quick Shifts 😉  

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Now.... time for me to complete this powerful sand ritual to.... RELEASE and solidify my next level paradigm 👑