We were having such a wonderful evening… and then it hit me.
Mar 28, 2020Some people want a long post warning....We were having such a wonderful evening… and then it hit me. The deep wtf is actually going on with Humanity again?! But… it wasn’t so much that - but the reason my intuition brought me here in the first place. And that makes me cry… with how on point my intuition is at times - but not just that - but that I act on it, not just listen to it. It truly does lead you to your dreams - but you have to have enough faith, confidence and actions to match the deepest alignment that your intuition is so readily guiding you to.
I ended up saying it 3 times to 3 different people yesterday - the ACTUAL reason we left the Sunshine Coast, the reason my intuition was telling me to get in the car and leave.
There was NO WAY I was going to be in lockdown stuck in my house - and all that my mind, body and soul was leading to was - why are they even doing that? And all my intuitive visions kept showing me was the vision of men in big white puffy suits coming and pinning us down in our house and force vaccinating us. 🙄(which btw, Lucas and I are doing a Q&A livestream today at 2:30pm Brisbane AEST / 4:30am London GMT / 9:30pm Los Angeles PDT / 12:30am New York EDT which will answer all your questions on any topic, so set a reminder on your phone to join us and ask us anything about anything as many of you have requested a livestream to answer your questions and we are listening and here for you ❤️) Let alone the fact that you have a CHOICE in this so called 'mandatory' ANYTHING - there is always a way, you just have to have the confidence, trust and courage to speak up and stand up for yourself, that is all.
I remember pulling Adaya into my bedroom back at home before we left, speaking quietly and making sure all our devices were in another room as I told her this vision and that is why we have to leave. As crazy as it was there was no way I was hanging around to see if the possibility of that intuitive vision coming true.
I didn’t know where we were going at that point. I would’ve gone back out to Dad’s, but his space was full from the children’s school groups going there on the property and being around lots of children, wasn’t where my Soul was calling me.
I intuitively knew we were going on the road so soon again, but consciously I didn’t. After driving 3000kms to Dad’s and back again to escape the Category 4 Cyclone that never eventuated, that everyone thought I was crazy for - well, I see that was my intuition preparing me to be able to pack up and go the second time around.
As soon as we got back from Dad’s, I put the car in for a service and got it ready again. I am not sure why, I just did it. I remember sitting there, working and then this wave would come over me ‘interrupt’ me and I would be like, ‘Adaya, we have to go to shops and get the tucker box ready again now, even though we are not leaving for a few months again, I just have to do it now for some reason.’ I knew we were going on the road again, but not for a few months. I wasn’t sure where, I just knew we had the freedom to, so why not?
But in a few months, that way I could get my work done and get organised properly, instead of rushing off again. However, a series of synchronistic events, took us sooner with no ‘warning’ - but deep trust and faith in the entire process…as always!
IT DIDN’T COME WITHOUT SACRIFICE
It isn’t easy to trust your intuition, but it does get easier. But… for me - with ALL the emotions.
People have been asking me, where actually am I? I didn’t tell anyone where I was going, well I told Dad and my close two friends, I guess I have learnt from past experiences not to say anything to anyone before I do something ‘crazy’ and definitely don’t tell them why! 🤣 Can you imagine it? Oh, we are leaving, because I don’t want to be lockdown in my house in suburbia to avoid them coming around in big white puffy suits to force vaccinate us - can you imagine it?!
However, when you look at what is going on now? Gosh…. Not so crazy right?
I can’t count the number of private messages I have had saying that how good it is I am out in nature and trusted myself to get out there when I did. So interesting right?
We haven’t even hit April/May yet, which is when the Star Being shared with me the original prediction from January about the ‘natural catastrophic events’ in the world… I added natural - because I was like - who am I to predict these things?! That was my covering myself! But gosh… didn’t need to did I! I just needed to trust on a whole nother level…
WHERE EXACTLY ARE YOU HANNAH?
I have had countless private messages asking me where I am and also messages telling me the borders and shutting and that I might want to get back because of all that is going on. However, me not telling anyone anything when I left, warrants people’s concerns, but the reality is I planned this entire thing (Well! Mostly!), let’s say not planned as such, but VERY intentional. WIth my ‘no way being locked down in suburbia’ to the visions I kept having before I left - my intuition was guiding me to get out and I listened.
I honestly didn’t know where I was going - I just knew I was - but not for months! Then it turned into 3 weeks, and then I left within 3 DAYS!
How?
Well, that… is a series of truly divine synchronistic events. BUT - divine synchronicity is NORMAL when you trust your intuition and ACT on it.
At the end of last year, I felt it - it was time. I contacted my dear mentor who I have followed for years, Jennifer, from What Evolved Women Want and it was so strong - I need to work with her. I reached out and spoke with her and she mentioned her Healing Masculine Wounding Course that started in February - ah, that’s the one, sign me up I said.
I was pissed off - it began the first week of February - 6 weeks to heal Masculine Wounding. I guess I was ready for a relationship - although, I was doing it to heal my finances and shift me to the next level, not necessarily for a relationship - why? Have you heard me talk about being able to receive a man? Receive the Masculine? And this isn’t just from a woman’s perspective - men have masculine wounding too, but that is a whole nother subject in itself - this money and feeling safe to receive the masculine, and how they are both intertwined - but if you have watched and followed me for a while, you’ll know I speak of this a lot.
Anyway, I was pissed off - within 3 days, I left when after 3 weeks of my intuition telling me to ‘be prepared’ - and then the Category 4 cyclone was coming and I KNEW that is what my 3 weeks of ‘be prepared’ was about. I HAD to leave and I was pissed off - I had so much work to do and get done how can I just get in the car and leave now?? Let alone - the Healing Masculine Wounding Course had begun that week. Gah. Regardless, I got in the car and left… and the feeling of liberation? WIth everything we owned (except beds fridge etc) was packed up in the storage shed that IF the cyclone did hit the Cat 4 Cyclone there is no way my roof would stay on and I was NOT hanging around to find out.
I was conscious the course was happening in the weeks I was at Dads - and I guess…. I was LIVING it. I had driven to Dads and I was truly Healing the Masculine Wounding by being there. Our relationship was different, better, more stable, more… loving. Maybe I have grown, but I also see how much work Dad has done since I was last there and I deeply acknowledge and see that Dad - I love you Dad!
It was truly a miracle I guess. Here I am, committed to my purpose, to my personal growth, to serving Humanity through my life and my business - my Life Purpose is to Awaken the Consciousness of Humanity through me living my intuition and sharing that, every part of that. There is no way, had I not received for 3 weeks the ‘be prepared’ and then the Cat 4 Cyclone coming - would I have left home! Even though I had the freedom too - I always put my work first… and how on Earth was I to break out of the moulds of the schedule I had created for myself with my work after 3.5 years of sitting at my computer building what I have to serve Humanity and reach people world wide?
Well, Spirit knew how! 🤣 It was all so divine and so many pieces to it. I had a feeling I was going to meet someone on the road, but I didn’t know how or when or where. Being at Dad’s was liberating. We had no plans to HAVE to go anywhere, I have created this lifestyle to work from anywhere it was just breaking out of the moulds of the schedule that living in suburbia had created for me/for myself. We didn’t HAVE to go back, everything was in storage and our lease now up for another 6 months and my neighbour keeping an eye and tending to our home (thank you!) There was nothing to go back for. Just pure trusting each moment and working wherever we are.
When the intuition dropped in at Dads to go back home I was devastated. I woke up one morning and it was clear - time to go, on Saturday. That was in 3 days at the time. Not sure what this 3 days thing is with me and road trips, but it is a thing I have noticed. And the trust and preparation to do that, well, it must be what I do. I was sitting outside, watching the dawning sunrise that is my Heart and Soul and my favourite thing EVER in the world, processing what my intuition had just told me and I walked back inside to find out beloved Alex, our parrot, had climbed into his carry crate that had been open on his table (he just sits on his perch free, on the table with his food and water) and the crate had been there the entire time and he had never gone in it - but he had climbed in ready to go! I had only got the intuition an hour before! Animals are so in tune!
For the next 3 days I was pissed off. I don’t WANT to go home! There is nothing there for me and was still processing the fact all this happened because of a Cat 4 Cyclone that didn’t even eventuate and all the emotions of shame and whatnot that came with that! Gah, was pissed of alright! I had work to do and then all this! BUT… BUT BUT BUT….. My SOUL needed it and I KNEW that is why it happened. It showed me what I can do, it showed me how to work on the road, it showed me that I can travel with ALL our animals - whereas in the past, if we were to go away, I would’ve put them in kennels etc. But, we went with everyone and it was liberating as anything!
On the second last day, I pulled cards for myself as I watched the dawning sunrise… what on Earth does all this mean, wtf am I here for, why did all this happen? I knew, it was a gift to see Dad and for my Heart and Soul to be in my home land, that red dirt that is my Heart and Soul in the big openness of nothingness. In the cards I pulled for myself, the final outcome card was New Partner. And when that card turned over, I got angry again and put all the cards away and got on with my day. So tired of it! I had actually been pulling the new partner card for a little while, but I was tired of wondering how, where and why and just… had given up on all that a long time ago. I committed to myself, my business, my Life Purpose to serve Humanity. THAT was all I was doing and had chosen to do. To be deeply committed to me, Adaya and my purpose - that is it. But I broke down crying and something shifted… I was tired of doing this alone. Willing to and do and focus on my purpose work, but I broke down bawling my eyes out letting go, shifting, softening… not wanting to do it alone anymore. And then I snapped back into it, and carried on.
I even bought myself a ring - my beloved ring back in February 2019, you’ve probably seen me wearing it - it looks like a Third Eye, that I wear on my index finger of my right hand, my Sapphire and Diamond ring - that had so much significance to me. It was man made Diamonds, so to not hurt our Earth and the way they are sourced, plus it was celebrating the fact I turned my business from Sole-Trader to Company. It held deep significance because my ex of 5 years that taught me…. How to love and release co-dependence from my system, when we were together in the early days, I had co-written and published the Level 6 of the Lightworker Practitioner Training with Michelle Lightworker, and it was sooo huge for me to do this, such an accomplishment, that with the royalties from the book, I had bought myself diamond earrings. They were so special to me. My ex… broke them and wouldn’t replace them. I was devastated and upset, just for the deep meaning, but if you break something, you replace it right? But he didn’t and I could never understand that. So, my ring, held even more significant for me - for not only achieving in my business, but the co-dependent shit I had also walked away from and committed to myself and my purpose and my life.
I didn’t have time to go through the Healing Masculine Wounding Course whilst I was away. I mean, I chose not to put time into it. I was deeply aware of the weeks of it going on and would jump in and out of the Facebook group, but I didn’t make time for it. I dropped into the fact I was living it right now being at Dad’s and let it go, trusting I needed to focus on my work and clients and being somewhat present at Dad’s, with our animals and Adaya and with all the chaos in the world at the same time. Phew! A lot! I did see a post in the group - of them talking about how if a woman wears a diamond ring on her hand, even though it is not the wedding finger, men just see the diamond and stay away, doesn’t matter what hand it is on and I have heard that before. I saw it and ignored it, but… KNEW I had to take my ring off! Damn it! I didn’t want to!
On the last day, Adaya wanted to go to the mine, as Broken Hill is a Silver Mining town, and go on a mine tour. It was something I never felt called for but I followed her curiosity and of course we went. It was definitely an experience and Adaya couldn’t go further in the tunnels, so I took her out and went back in myself with the tour group. I was deeply intentional - going down underground under those tunnels was definitely an experience and learning how they used to mine back in the late 1800’s with candle light! Intense! Yet, I was ‘reprogramming my subconscious’ going underground and was a changed person coming back out of there!
There was a guy there, that I was kicking myself I didn’t speak to. He looked like the man I always thought I would be with - there has always been this vision of the type of man I would be with - but with all the shit I have been through over the years, I had let go of it, just like everything else. (If you’ve followed me for years - you know my whole journey!).
The next day we drove back home, the start of our 3 day drive and let go of that man. Oh well, that feeling of meeting someone mustn’t have been a thing.. besides, the journey wasn’t over and if it was meant to be it would be - just let it go Hannah!
Driving those outback roads, fuelled my Soul. Our second day of driving, the big day of driving, once we got on the road, I remembered that I forgot to take my ring off! Damn it! Okay, okay! I will take it off tonight when we reach out destination. It was the 8 hour drive day… just like working all day, I got into drive mode. I love driving my beloved V8 after all, I love road trips, always have. That night, I reluctantly took my ring of, zipped it up in my hand bag and said, ‘Okay, okay - 1 month, I give it 1 month and then it goes back on my hand!’
Arriving home…. Was bittersweet. With the world events ramping up - but okay, this is where we are and I can deal with this and obviously mean to be here for lock down, I settled back in. Sweet! I can get my work done. Yet, in the midst - of ‘doing my intuition’ putting my car in for a service and getting ready for the road trip over other things that ‘should’ve’ been done, it didn’t make logical sense to be getting ready to leave again so soon, but something… was obviously guiding me! I was conscious of staying grounded, getting my work done - but was also conscious of getting out again - somewhere out bush. I was even looking at purchasing property out west near dads. Making the phone calls, making it happen. I was not willing to stay in our home, nor the coast. Adaya was fine with moving to New South Wales, because.. then we can get Ferret! Can’t have Ferret’s in Queensland! She also wanted a Goat - because we saw heaps of Goats out west too!
On day 2 of being back home, someone’s post came up in my Facebook feed. It was of a beautiful timber sacred sanctuary ceremony space, that the timber went straight to my heart, let alone the bush land setting it was on. I loved the post and then was like, who is this actually?! I stalked his page and was stunned… when I saw him talking about the Light and the Dark… WHAT??? NO ONE I know talks about the Light and the Dark like I do… it immediately caught my attention of course! Of course, my tribe, my beloved tribe talk about and get the Light and the Dark like I do, but.. no one, I knew outside of this divine space.
Of course I sent him a private message and wanted to send a photo of my car number plates LGHTDRK - but didn’t, I thought that was a bit much🤣, BUT I wanted to connect as the Light and the Dark is EVERYTHING to me… and it seems… the rest is history! Ha!
Nah, of course there is more to the story… 🥰
In the first message he replied back with was, “I really like your tattoos, you must be a priestess” - straight to my heart in a way I have never felt. All I could feel was, ‘he sees me’ - he knows who I am. Not long after that, he asked to do my numerology and astrology. ‘Haha, you’re checking me out’ I couldn’t help myself 🤣 and… it blew me away. I then returned the favour and did a reading for him. The synchronicities… so many… but the thing that got me, is I am all Earth and Water and he is all Air and Fire… So many complementary coming together of each other and we had never spoken before!
As conversation went on, of course, he has his beautiful community space but… the only thing holding me back was #1 - community and #2 - no reception! Off grid? That is my Heart and Soul! But community living on top of each other has never resonated with my Soul, but off grid - 100%… it was when he said, no one else is here YET… was what got me… BUT - the reception! How was I to run an online business with no reception! I let it go… and was calling up about the property that was out West… I was so disappointed.. where the fuck was I to go - I knew I had to get out with Adaya, I kept having those visions and everything led to leaving, I just didn’t know where.. and I also had realised that my intuitive ‘doing’ to prepare to leave as soon as we got back was real and for a reason.
I was so torn and angry all over again - how was I to get my work done?! I was sooo frustrated about the world events and ‘how dare this happen now when I need to get filming done’ - that is the main part - everything else I can do on the road…. However I know this was teaching me how to even film on the road! Not stuck at home!
I rang Dad again, to confirm about not being able to come out there.. .the school group was due to come out and it just felt like a block. Everything was leading to coming here with Lucas, but… the reception! Gah! How on Earth would I do it?! How did I even have the resources so quickly for another road trip, this time an extra 100kms on top of what we have already done.
Some things that Lucas was saying to me… I needed a phone call - was I really just hearing what he said to me? EVERYTHING was with FULL FREEDOM. Nothing was set in stone, everything was open and the ONLY reason I came - was because I had a plan. I was to go there, suss it out and then I can keep travelling South, down the Great Ocean Road, up through to Adelaide, across to Broken Hill again and then back home. THAT was the plan and it felt good.
I certainly wasn’t going to get my hopes up again with Lucas even though ALL the signs were showing me that this time, just maybe this time - gosh, I had let go of ever meeting anyone ever again. After all I have been through and learnt about co-dependence, about the shit, about jumping in too soon, about NOT trusting my intuition, about giving up everything for them, about forgetting about me - that was NOT happening again.
Yet, all the signs were leading here - so I trusted. With no resources the day I left, to getting in the car anyway and trusting it would show up and it did - talk about faith right? Yes! I lets go on a 1700km road trip with no resources! Omg if people only knew right? You can understand why I don’t tell anyone but a select few what I do these days! 😉 People would think I am crazy! Ah - they already do 🤣
Let alone the second last stop out of town - the car in front of us - had the number plate that said - you guessed it - FREEDOM! Seriously! I took a video of it and it was on my story lol! So many signs! It was interesting too... that the second day of driving here, Dad's place was cancelled with the school groups due to the world events, which I had wondered about, but I was already on the road to Victoria and that.. is where I was meant to be heading.
BUT they are not laughing now with the reality of the situation and what I kept saying and doing and now so many wishing they did the same.
The piece with trusting your intuition - is there is no room for logic. There is no time to question it. Packing up my home within 3 days and leaving - is huge! And to do it again within two weeks of getting back and driving south this time 1700kms to an off grid property with no idea how I was going to work or get anything done - THAT is trusting my intuition.
Yet, there were too many signs with Lucas - let alone the Light and the Dark - he had my heart at that! There is so many more synchronicities that hav already come out of this - let alone what we’ve had to work through already being here together!
From setting up tents, adjusting to off grid life and the animals all trying to settle in, Adaya without technology and internet at her finger tips as well… the first day, setting up tents and Lucas looking at me, catching my eyes and saying ‘How’s this for a first date?’ 🤣 To which I just burst out laughing! Many breaking down in tears, much swearing, many wtf are we doing here off grid with how the fuck am I supposed to get work done?! To - then remembering what is going on in the world and why we even came here because of it and breaking down further with what is actually happening in the world… it has been A LOT.
It has been incredible to COMMUNICATE about everything - as fast as something comes up, we both feel it and SPEAK about it - no matter how personal, no matter how uncomfortable, no matter how deep - and we are right there with it and it SHIFTS. No hiding, no mucking around - as Lucas originally said in response to my gratitude for his clarity in communication, “It is not necessary to waste time and words, these things we cannot get back.” Oh! HELLO! Straight to my Heart!
And yet.. this divine synchronicity of Lucas and I coming together as the world is falling apart? Is sooo significant in itself… we knew from day dot we had Life Purpose work to do together and what is already unfolding? Gosh.. the stuff dreams are made of.
THAT - doesn’t come… when you are living one bit out of alignment in your life! If you are holding onto a relationship that you KNOW isn’t in 100% alignment with what your values, your heart, your Soul is - NOTHING of ‘what dreams are made of’ will come in. #fact How do I know this? Because I have lived it!
You KNOW when your relationship isn’t what you want but you settle. If you are thinking how amazing someone else is, have inklings of what someone else does or has in their relationship or look outside your relationship in any way shape or form - something isn’t right in your current relationship or you wouldn’t even have these thoughts/feelings/desires! #fullstop
The amount of ‘lets catch up’ ‘lets chat’ and more I have turned down in the past year because I was so dedicated to my purpose is ridiculous. Let alone just not spending time on meaningless chat and energy drainers when I knew the relationship was not the one for me. There were some that were somewhat aligned, but I knew - and from past experiences - if my intuition isn’t 100% with it - don’t even waste any more time. NOT dragging myself through the heartache, torture and time wasting EVER again! So when my intuition was pointing to coming here - not to stay, but to get away from suburbia and then continue on my planned road trip - of course I was taking the leap of faith and trust!
I trusted without knowing the full picture but knowing it was right. I trusted that resources would turn up to support my second huge road trip in no time at all. I trusted when my intuition is showing me something I act on it. And I don’t waste any time on things that my intuition tells me to stay away from. THAT I have learnt from… and my dreams, wouldn’t be manifesting into reality, had I not trusted each step and learnt the lessons I have, walking away from anything that was no longer in alignment.
I still have plans for that extended road trip down the Great Ocean Road… however, with the country and world on lock down - I see now, that was just giving me a ‘safety net’ to actually get me here! We can’t go anywhere on lockdown and there is no where I would rather be, than here under the zillion stars with Adaya, our animals and Lucas in the bushland out here in country Victoria.
“Even if all the world stays the same, I know I need to do this road trip regardless and can, and choose to, because it brings my HEART ALIVE.” - is the decision I made that led me here. I knew I had to come regardless of what was going on in the world.
It felt right and I trusted it. I think I was a bit ‘out of reality’ of what was going on in the world - because the last time I got on the road and the category 4 cyclone didn’t hit - I just expected this world stuff to not be real… lucky I trusted anyway right?
No where else I would rather be in the world, than right here, with this man that seems like a direct reflection of me… both coming together in divine union, both having done the work, both in internal balance, not needing anything else, nor anyone else, but like strong magnets being pulled together - this complete complementing each other. And this, right now, with full and complete freedom in every single breath, trusting my intuition in every inhale and every exhale, even if that tells me to pack up and leave within 3 days again - right now, here is exactly where I am meant to be in this moment.
With Pure trust. Pure faith. Pure feeling of Heart. Pure synchronicity that only comes when you deeply trust and ACT upon your intuition as fast as it comes in.
Do you?
Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen 👑
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