When everything feels like it is against you...

Whilst I’m watching Prada & Adidas fashion show on my Instagram through @daurpower (Caroline Daur) eyes, Russia 🇷🇺 & Ukraine 🇺🇦 have the World on edge, Australia where I live is experiencing the most flooding - they’re saying it’s a 1 in 500 year event… (others saying about the creation of the weather system, but that’s a story for another day 🙃). 

The 1 in 500 year event, is super interesting to me, given that in December Pam Gregory said that a planet ‘returned’ after 400 years for the first time (in the USA Astrological Chart). She said expect to see events unfold from it for the next 6 months. 

Why this is significant is because USA was founded 400 years ago and this planet, that takes 400 years in a cycle - has come to an ‘end’. It’s come full cycle, full circle, it’s ended it’s journey. 

Did media round it up to 500, as it sounds better for print or is it 500? 🤔 

1 in 500 year event and the planet returned after a 400 year cycle/journey. Interesting. 

Oh yeah, and that’s my bridge in the photo, that I’ve circled there somewhere under 3-4ft of the water, that is usually 4-6ft above water height/depth usually!  - the raging torrent that was once a small drizzle of a creek. 

I managed to get out to walk down there for the first time in 48 hours, the torrential downpour that was constant that I’ve never experienced before - super torrential - I was just VERY grateful it didn’t accompany gale force destructive winds along with it, it was just torrential rain, that has us flooded in.

We are all safe. Everything is safe. We are very lucky except for our bins on the front road being washed away somewhere and I am just in deep gratitude for witnessing such power of nature at work, the speed and rapid rise and fall of flood waters let alone the destruction. Some of the creek beds are triple my height when I’ve walked them being dry until now and to witness water flooding the paddocks on top of that for constant days on end is just a once in a lifetime event (one would think!) 🤯 

To only have lost internet now (lucky I have phone reception and can hotspot for essentials! And we only just got it back on after 9 day outage after last storm! #countrylife) and to still have power on right now is a Godsend. Let alone the gifts and support that have turned up from God whilst being ‘stuck’ here, let’s just say there are Miracles everywhere - even when it doesn’t seem like it. 

It is pouring rain again on and off again now as I write, but this morning when I saw the gap in rain after 48hrs (so noticeable!) I raced out with my gum boots to go see the water 💦 (check my stories). 

When I got back home I checked the veggie gardens, for the little seedlings 🌱 had just started to come up. With the torrential rain the last days, I knew they wouldn’t have held up. 

Yep, most have clear, water soaked leaves on them now ☹️ The old original garden bed though, has shade cloth on it - and they are thriving! I was so devestated - I was only at the hardware store two days ago when intuitively I knew to push everything aside and race into town and get ALL our essentials (must’ve known we were about to get flooded in 🙃) but shade cloth wasn’t on that list! 

Anyway, I was about to have a swim in my magnesium pool and get ready for the day, when I felt called to walk down the other paddock first to look at the raging torrent river (was a creek!) down this side. 

My tribe came with me cat 🐈‍⬛ 🐕 and then walking past the rubbish pile on the property, saw this big long bright blue thing a bit further down that I hadn’t ever noticed walking down there. 

I walked up, wondering what it was and I was like, wow, you have got to be kidding me - shade cloth! A huge piece of it! More than enough for our new beds to cover our seedlings! 😍

Here I am, flooded in, with no way out… and God provided the miracle right before my very own eyes. What are the chances. The exact thing I need, the exact moment and I’ve never noticed it there before. Seriously God. You’re amazing 🌱

So much to be grateful for - and right now - the worlds need me in this vibration ❤️

I know many have not been so lucky, losing houses and being airlifted from their rooftops whilst losing everything let alone the lives lost and loved ones around my area 🕊 

But I’m just here, holding my genuine gratitude vibration for my little life right now. 

I might be here, nursing a broken finger that I am unsure if I will be able to drive due to flood waters, to my hospital appointment on Monday that I’ve been waiting a month for to see if it’s still broken (the doctor re-broke it pulling out the pins in early January 😳)…but I’m alive 🤍

I might be here, flooded in with no internet so can’t work properly (and have a lot to catch up on due to finger! And deadlines to make this weekend #ofcourse) 💦 

I might be here, with torrential downpour again and supposed to continue through to tomorrow as well… but I have everything I need. 

God provided me things I didn’t have and needed and I couldn’t even drive anywhere #miracles

I might be here, working behind the scenes whilst sooo much is trying to bring me down and stop me - like no internet for 9 days, whilst meeting deadlines of in print Training Manuals for Trust Your Intuition for example, but I choose to find a way. 

There is sooo much I have to be grateful for, but everyday there is something that breaks me and pulls me down - well, almost everyday, especially with my finger currently - and I am riding the waves of it all - all in one day. My mantra, has been, 'Something amazing is coming out of this, things are happening for me, God is the provider of the solution as well as the chaos.' 

God didn’t save me that almost fateful day for no reason and I’m making the most of it, even though recovery time and some days are a deadly bitch of tears and more and no words soothe me and dark days wash over me.  

Oh yeah, and I’ve reached a point where I don’t feel the need to justify why I don’t post for a while, or I do post, or I put on my stories or I don’t. 

I feel I’ve definitely passed that point - and celebrating this release of needing to be everyone’s everything, that’s what my website is for, to help you 😍 That’s what my courses are for, to help you 😍 That’s what my team of trained Life Purpose Mentors are for, to help you 😍 

I’m doing things my way. I’m doing my life and sharing what and where and when I do, when I want to.

I’m not ‘stuck in the dark’ the ‘dark hasn’t won’ over me since the attack. I’ve definitely changed the way I show up on social media and in my business. The attack definitely made that happen faster than planned though. 

But I’m not ‘stuck down in the dark’. Quite the opposite. 

Of course, I have had extremely hard and difficult days full of PTSD flashbacks, some worse than others 😭 that is a no brainer. I’ve been feeling them deeply…. And using it as fuel and propelling me to create the life I really want: 

BECOME THE PERSON 

They say…

That. 

That one. 

I’ve been prioritising me, my life and… some days it’s been crazy hectic driving into town (some days this feels like a big mission and is) getting supplies before flood waters rise and all sorts of jazz, let alone normal day to day life, tending to my soulmate clients, allowing my finger to heal, animal hecticness and some days it’s just a lot and I've learnt to let things go when needed. 

I’ve learnt to be there for me first, and it’s changing my life, the way I run my business and I’m loving it. I’m learning to love my life again and that’s huge with the changes, let alone lifestyle changes and adjustments I’ve somehow chosen to experience. 

I am in love with the Souls that have joined us for Trust Your Intuition and the journey we’ve begun. Oh, and if you hadn’t see , due to the in print Training Manuals being delayed, I have extended doors open for Trust Your Intuition a bit longer until they arrive! Click on the link below for all the details.

Normalise holding a genuine vibration of gratitude, desire and love. This is what the World, not only needs, but is required of you right now. 

Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen 👑 

P.S. About those doors open a bit longer until the in print, hard copy Training Manual arrives - you can still join us, click here: https://www.realityawareness.com/trust-your-intuition