Hannah's Blog

Woah, we aren't even Heart yet! 

This whole Gold Coast thing, is bringing me ALIVE! 

Follow the aliveness, they say. 

Follow your bliss, they say. 

So cliched,  it is is almost thrown out the window. 

And yet, there is sooooo much TRUTH to it. 

Let's be real.... 

All of this came about becaus...

I just feel better here. 

I shared not long ago in my stories that, this last 3 years has showed me how much ENVIRONMENT MATTERS. 

Who you surround yourself with - MATTERS. 

It rubs off on you. 100%. 

What you listen to - rubs off on you. 

Who you speak to - rubs off on you. 

What you watch - ...

I have been, remembering what I love.

Because somewhere along the way, I forgot. 

I have found myself this last 12 months, becoming or realising more so, that I had become extremely resentful to a lot of things in and about my life. 

This last 4 weeks? 

A complete softening, a complete annihilat...

I realised that my desire for incredible luxury - stemmed from a deep desire to be taken care of, supported, nurtured and loved. 

That intense desire stemmed from not feeling that way throughout my years, or ever - of being loved, supported, nurtured and taken care of. 

Many would disagree - ‘But,...

I didn't know who I had become... worst still I forgot my purpose.

I feel like this running business - like my entire life - that was normal. But this last 12 months? Has been soooo conscious and coming out of that running has left me in the dark with who I am, what I am actually doing and where I ...

Honey, the only reason it ain't working is because you've settled too low.

You keep dropping the ball because you have dropped your standards. 

You are full of anxiety or deep depression that doesn't make you want to move anywhere or total avoidance of what you KNOW is going to make shit happen - ...

This last 3 months has been one of the hardest of my entire life, especially these last 2 weeks. Maybe you can relate...

Today, I feel there has been some shift for me.. in realising the 'whys', realising and understanding the 'but whys' and the 50 whys that follow that with my deeply intuitively, ...

I realised something huge yesterday.... 

After the fiasco of am I moving or am I staying that has been a bit of a dilemma for a few months for me (did you watch my - you wouldn't even read about it livestream a few weeks back?!).... 

I realised something huge yesterday... 

After deciding to stay ...

Even the numb, lost, directionless, confused feelings - are a feeling! They are not to be confused that there is something wrong with you - there isn't. There is no right or wrong with the LIGHT and the DARK and all spaces in between - nor the 'controlling people of the world promoting it'. You see ...

That feeling when you feel like you are starting to find your feet again... 

I feel like I have come out of a hurricane... 

Maybe it is the adrenaline I have been running on - since like my entire life, that has now shifted to something seemingly like life is ethereal - all of it. 

Maybe it is th...